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Man, yeah, well, I guess that pretty much sums up how I am feeling. Self-loathing and despair, and I can't even be arsed to do this whole affirmation business, like I am now willing to open up to finding new ways, and I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life, because clearly I'm not willing to do either and I think writing out that shit is a great big waste of time and energy and I am seriously fucked off with having to do this shit called live my life. My life is full of broken hopes and dreams and I feel like there is no way out and I fucking hate everything and I fucking hate everything. I've got nothing good to say about anything at all, and I fucking hate everything. Like, supposedly, negativity is bad and I hate being negative, so why fucking create me so fucking negative God? Why create life in such a way, that it is so difficult to be positive and it is so easy to be negative? Why did you do that? What sort of stupid, fucked up shit is that? Feeling so negative about life it fucking sucks, it really fucking does and that just gets the cycle to keep going and to keep going and to keep going, and no wonder it is called a vicious cycle, because it is fucking vicious and malicious and really nasty and fucking horrible, and I'm like, why do that? Why fucking do that? Like, for example, when I was about 4 years old and I went into next door's garden and that woman from next door was really fucking horrible to me when I was just looking for my fucking football and I was a defenceless fucking 4 year old, why did you fucking create that woman to be so fucking horrible to me? Why? What the fuck is that about, that you create these fucking idiots who fuck up your fucking life so much?

#272 — Comments (0) — 2/26/2013 at 3:13 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I got tipsy and really imbelished the truth. It wasn\'t a lie. I\'m a dramatic person but it made me feel uncomfortable since my coworker was sitting there and knew I was exaggerating. Ugh! She probably could careless but I obsess and mull over things I say. Why do I have to be so analytical about myself and why do I mull over it??

#92 — Comments (0) — 2/2/2012 at 1:20 AM — Weird — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (1)
Im 21 .. im an engineering student frm chennai.. im really frustated about my life and feeling y am i born in this world.. though my family is financially more strong .. i got good relations around me who have succeded to the peak .. frm my childhood i havent taken things seroius.. i ahd a tough time during my 10 grades... after tat reasonably i was into diploma.. where i new this is life. i scored. i got wise gt more support from all . as soon completing tat i got into engineering.. since i studied diploma.. ppl in my family and my school friends started to see my more cheap then began to treat me ill. by i got through my diploma really hard.. focused gt good grades. on seeing tat my parents where really happy. through lateral entry i joined into an engineering college which belongs to the same instution .. 3rd sem i didnt even have an idea wt this fucking engineering is .. y am i into this.. out to be frank after 2 months getting into the college only i knew this college isnt deemed and it comes under sme university on this basis we should be writing semesters.. it went on.. i made sme friends over there.. all were really freindly ..but nt too attached.. frm nowhere i started to lower my grades.. and gt arrear as visually to eyes.. i didnt hide to my parents. similarly next sem i gt arrears but this time i lied to my parents .. where i came to a state which is unexplainable .. i didnt get caught anyway..i gt sme friends who also had arrears like me.. 5th sem went arrears.. 6th sem arrears.. but this time they caught me red handed. . no true friends..i get insults frm all... parents started to hate me nw.
realtives illtreat. dnt knw wt to dooo. realy frustrate. smetimes think of ending up my life..

#395 — Comments (7182) — 11/19/2014 at 1:36 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
Worked my ass off for 2 months for a school project and today was the day of presenting it infront of the judges. The computer crashed twice while presenting and my friend who barely did anything got the prize. Why do people who work hard not get any returns in life?

#321 — Comments (0) — 7/8/2013 at 4:02 PM — School — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
Spiritually speaking, I\'m frustrated. I lost my inner balance and I\'m disappointed in myself. My pride is beyond me. I rather come to a random website with my emotions, than to my God.

#425 — Comments (0) — 6/30/2015 at 2:20 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
Have been married 45 years. OH has always been stay at home person with love of gardening, even to the point of the garden taking precedent over the kids. Over past 6-7 years he has put a lot of wdight on which has affected his health. He has waterworks problems, is being chdcked for diabetes and lastly has cataracts. I have worked to pay for our home, supportdd our kids and thought retirement would be spent travelling and enjoying some time together. However, he gets up in the morning, takes our dog for a 20 minute walk, mpotters in the garden hntil 10 then picks up a book and reads untkl lunchtime. TV goes on at 3pm and that is it until bddtime. If I go out with friends I get a sarcastic comment about being out so long. Would apprdciate views on what to do. Kids are
adults and have their own lives. I feel like the living dead.

#438 — Comments (261) — 10/16/2015 at 3:17 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I have a man that is slower than molasses, I am constantly reinforcing things to my kid, that we've talked about for years. I fed up with mundane living...its like the movie groundhog day. I push my self to achieve and work hard, I just wish my family would buy a clue. They make me feel like I need drugs to cope...or at least zone out.

#50 — Comments (0) — 9/8/2011 at 2:48 AM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
I am frustrated, every Sunday I feel the same way, I feel like each week is a record on repeat. The weekend flys by, then its Monday and back to work. Work is stressful and I just don\'t know if this is worth it. One life to live and we work our butts off for what? I just don\'t get it. :S

#97 — Comments (1100) — 2/6/2012 at 1:42 AM — Work — I Feel You (40) — Get Over It (3)
My wife keeps telling me that I say things when I know I didn't...I think she's going deaf and only hears what she wants to hear.

#11 — Comments (5) — 3/5/2011 at 4:54 PM — Family — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (3)
OMG...TRUMP??? I'm moving to Canada!

#483 — Comments (1061) — 11/9/2016 at 9:38 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)

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