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SOO Frustrated!!
I did not get accepted to any of the graduate schools I applied to. And you know every friend and family member keeps asking me what I have heard back from them. And the pain of failure is risen back up to the surface all over again. I can see it in there eyes during my hesitation to answer, the moment they realize I did not get accepted I feel an unrelenting feeling of failure. I have broke my back figuratively while struggling with a persistent learning disability my entire life. And I continue to get rejected. I cannot get a job in my field of study because no one is hiring. I hate my life and the direction it is going in. The only joy I get is from doing martial arts in which I inflict physical pain unto other people.

#132 — Comments (20) — 4/26/2012 at 4:37 AM — School — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
I am 31, 5 6 tall and monogamous and straight. I have no kids and am a non smoker drinker and I don\'t use drugs. I am blind and am frustrated that all my friends are in a relationship or are getting married and I am still single. I am frustrated that I have not had sex since I was 19 and I am now 31. I just wish that for once in my life that I would be able to find a good person to have a long term relationship with and sex. I am a good lissiner and have a lot of love to give but it seems that the most people want to be with me is friends. the longest relationship I had was back in highschool and that was for 2 years. that was also over 10 years ago. it seems like the women I seem to attract are eather hookers or have a few screws loose or are bie. I can\'t seem to find a single straight monogamous woman who doesn\'t have kids and who wants to date me. I am blind and I don\'twork so I have a lot of free time on my hands for this kind of a relationship. I like to go out for walks, out to eat and out to the movies. I just wish that there was some one out there who would find me attractive and want to date me since I have almost givin up hope. my sister has been married for over 12 years and she has 3 kids and even she doesn\'t know any one who she can set me up with. I have tried on line dating, chatt lines, and stuff like that and nothing seems to work. I have even tried to join a cooking class to try to meet people and wile there are people there nun of them are single. it just sucks since I am not only sexuly frustrated but frustrated that I have not found the love of my life and wonder if I ever will.

#389 — Comments (0) — 10/28/2014 at 6:10 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
i\'m frustrated with myself,how the hell did i manage to become old before my time,i need a change but its the wrong changes that are happening...i don\'t want to live here i hate it with a passion,his stupid job and career brought us here,what about me when can i be my own person again,i\'m fed up of being the mum and the wife i\'ve had enough i want more out of life... omg aaarrrrggghhh!!! rant over

#149 — Comments (2) — 6/24/2012 at 6:36 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I always feel so trapped within my own morals. I realize that there are always exceptions to them but recently I\'ve been faced with these exceptions and I don\'t know what to do anymore. I\'ve alwaya been debating in my head what is right or wrong but in the past few months I\'ve been getting two more little voices in my head. Whether or not there really is a right or wrong/it\'s definition/whether it really matters, and another that says if I\'m debating this to avoid another issue that puts myself at fault. I can\'t tell what my feelings are anymore. Whether or not I can deem my emotions valid. Sometimes I know what I think is wrong according to my beliefs, but I can\'t help but FEEL differently than I think. I can\'t tell what\'s me, anymore. I can\'t even tell if this is a big issue or I\'m jusr making one of it. Are my efforts fruitless when I want an answer? Probably. So why do I keep trying?

#359 — Comments (0) — 4/22/2014 at 4:41 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I fucking hate people. I want to punch everyone I see. I want to bitch slap my fiancé and then kick him swift right in the fucking balls and watch him go down in agony and laugh in his fucking face. He honestly is so fucking stupid and doesn\'t use his fucking brain. He has no common sense and annoys the living fucking shit out of me. He makes me want to shit an elephant terd and eat it rather than marrying him. I\'d do it to if that meant not marrying him. Oh god what a relief ... Writing this not the elephant shit.

#435 — Comments (31) — 10/13/2015 at 3:29 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
I\' m 18 Yrs old and frustRated from my life....my happiness doesn\'t stay long..nothing happened great in my life...my parents don\'t understand me ,they want me too become doctor but i don\'t want to be but although for their happiness i\'m never use to dare to say that....i\'ll kill myself if i\'ll not select in pre medical test....i really don\'t know why i am so unlucky...i have never done wrong things even i don\'t have any friend till now....i always find good in every person but nobody care for me they make fun of me....i hate myself..
God if you are watching me please take me from here...i don\'t have any hope for betterment

#471 — Comments (0) — 7/13/2016 at 3:49 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
Depression literally is fucking terrible... As a young adult who should be enjoying his life the majority of the time there are fucking useless bullshit facts numbers and images that dont mean shit to our existence.... Im tired of people being smug sellout shitheads who laugh at the rest who dont have everything because they think theyre the ones who are morally right who the hell are you to tell a person what they can and cant do continue smiling and grinning while the millions of americans are fucking depressed because were told how to look act feel and any other thought than that isnt "normal"... shut the hell up and just live life cause its too damn short!!!!!!!!

#215 — Comments (0) — 2/22/2013 at 1:10 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
o god.. how can i curb my joblessness ..its just not working for me..i fear i"ll be a victim of cruel world for jobless women..i'll have to compromise wid my self respect every now and then.. i dnt want to face all dis....

#345 — Comments (3) — 11/28/2013 at 6:05 AM — Work — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
We moved to another state to take care of a family member, they died, now we have all the belongings to take care of and distribute, sell, whatever. My SO is very frustrated and at wits end. We want to get this done and move somewhere we like. No jobs here, tired of being broke and frustrated. Hardest time of my life. I\'m tough but this is wearing on me. Wish I had some easy answers, but there are none. I don\'t want all this to affect my marriage. Hard when people around you are emotionally fragile. So frustrated....

#378 — Comments (0) — 9/5/2014 at 4:18 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I\'m frustrated with lots of stuff but I feel so much better just from reading the posts on this site.

#103 — Comments (1) — 2/16/2012 at 6:47 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)

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