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Fuckin tired of life ! Been like that for years because of a bunch of jealous losers who happen to be my Father\'s relatives ! They control my father like a puppet and are using him to destroy my & mother\'s life. They ruined my studies , I\'m left with no friends, they create problems in every damn aspect of my life - from very trivial to the biggest stuff. Last month , I learnt to drive & started playing a sport in a stadium to help myself feel better. These losers broke my car - so driving halted , made the driver go away - do I can\'t commute to stadium , & now they stole my driving license which arrived at their house because my father always gives his parents address in official docs even though our family lives in a diff apartment... Day & night I am made a target of mind games & mental torture :(

#412 — Comments (1) — 4/7/2015 at 2:26 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
THIS IS NOT MINE BUT IT DESCRIBES WHAT I FELL LIKE EVERYDAY
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
Evil thoughts cloud my mind,
Most of these thoughts are all but kind,
Thinking of death as a sweet release,
Death gives me a certian inner peace...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
Loving hate and hating love,
Whispering explicit words to the skys above,
I bet you probably think I\'m insane,
Have you ever stepped out infront of a train...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I think of humanity as a cruel disgrace,
No matter what sort of color or race,
I think of mankind as a crude mistake,
Because all we ever do is take...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I will sit in a corner and laugh for no reason,
Imagining a beautiful mass treason,
My simple mind is cruel and corrupt,
waiting for my heart to burst or erupt...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I couldn\'t care less if you liked me or not,
Twitching as my mind begins to rot,
My poetry is creepy and a little bit feared,
Odds are you probably think I\'m really weird,
But hey, what are you gonna do,
I\'m not going to change myself...Would you?

#410 — Comments (0) — 3/21/2015 at 8:41 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
Stuck.
Can\'t go forward, can\'t go back.
Can\'t send me there, can\'t hold me down.
Shattered into pieces, myself, laid onto the floor. Emotionless, regardless of the pity surroundings.
Where\'s life? This is not like I imagined.
Life would be much easier, if I was stupid and had no aspirations or ambitions.
But they are there, they are so there... laughing so hard of the misery that will drown me.
I work so hard to get to them, I have lost friends, family, sleep, money, pets, my home, even parts of myself.
I lose everything and yet...nothing comes as a reward.
Everything is so frustrating, when you lose everything and have nothing to go on.
Why do I keep trying? Why even if I try my best everything always always goes wrong?
I\'m stuck, and I\'m frustrated, and I\'m dry.
Dry.

#409 — Comments (0) — 3/15/2015 at 5:45 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I am frustrated with my life, and I do not know what to do about it. I am 48 and married with a wife and a son aged 7. While I have a decent paying job in Singapore, but the cost of living is just unbearable, couple with the expectation that I need to take care of my parents too. I hope to retire early, but that just seem impossible at the moment, so I have no choice but to get up every morning and drag myself to work. Everyday, I meet up with bankers, and they seem to lead the high life. While I try to save as much as possible, it is taking a toll on me in term of self-esteem, when you see them driving nice cars and staying in up market condos.... I know, they may looks good on the surface and may not have much savings, but that is only something I said to console myself. I really want to give me wife the best I can afford, and my son as well. I regret that I did not start saving earlier in my life, if I had, I may be in better shape, though now I am not that bad either. I still need to work at least for the next 2-3 years before I can seriously consider quitting, as for now, just need to slog it out for the next 2-3 years... sigh

#405 — Comments (0) — 3/2/2015 at 5:09 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
I am stuck. Every step i make forward i feel as though i get punched in the gut and shoved backwards five more steps.

#403 — Comments (1) — 1/29/2015 at 7:55 PM — Life — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
I\'m a 23 year old mother of two boys ages 2 and 5. I had my first son at the age of 18 and my second 3 years later. I\'ve held many jobs within the years, and a lot of them were absolutely not fulfilling and I feel I didn\'t gain anything from them, not even a steady enough income to comfortably take care of me and my family. I\'m still in a relationship with the father of my boys that has been going on for 8 years and we\'ve had our share of ups and downs that still effect me to this day. To get to the point, I\'m so frustrated with my life because I feel I missed out on a LOT of opportunities becoming a mom so young and I try not o focus on the WHAT IF\'s but its hard to know that I had such a bright future ahead of me filled with countless opportunities and now I struggle to finish college with only a year left, I struggle with bills, and issues within my relationship, that happiness, something that is free seems so hard to find. I want to live a life of happiness, continue to thrive and strive for my boys but also stress less and make sure I am content and just happy. I don\'t want to look up and I\'m older and feel as if life has just passed me by. I want to now work on creating memories, setting goals and accomplishing them, and start on the path to finding myself and who I am underneath my burdens. I understand life isn\'t rainbows and clear skies everyday, and I know I can and will overcome my current situations, but I just hope that I find an inner peace within my self so that I can wake up in the morning grateful and happy for a new day instead of anticipating disappointments and new worries. Thanks for reading, hopefully someone out there understands and it feels great to finally share these feelings.

#400 — Comments (1) — 1/4/2015 at 9:23 PM — Life — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
Experienced sudden death of father(Sudden Cardiac Death) few months ago.First traumatic event of my life.Living with my mother in the same home.Everyday reminded of the past memories whenever I pass from the same places around home and even in the city.Just feel like going away from this \"negetive\" place which is a reminder of that incident and all the emotional turmoil and exasperation.But I do realise I must develop Psychological resilience and face this with courage and optimism.Any suggestions are most welcome and many thanks for allowing me to share.

#399 — Comments (0) — 12/13/2014 at 6:01 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (3)
I am just so tired of doing everything asked of me and nothing going right. I graduated high school, and college and they told me that would be enough to get me a good job but it\'s not. Yes I had 2 kids before finishing but my husband got a good job, why not me? I want to do so much but am tied down by my kids and I have hyperthyroidism which sucks all my energy. Sometimes I wish I could do everything over again and only listen to my self. I\'m 28 years old and still stuck working entry level jobs, making minimum wage and just as unhappy as if I had depression. I also don\'t have any real friends. All my friends only call me when they want to unload on me or the need me to watch their kids. I love to help but I\'m being taken advantage of and I want to move out of this state. I want to act, sing, play music and travel like I did when I was young. I don\'t want to be stuck in this nothingness of an existence. I want to work in a place that values me and pays me well enough to really do what I need to do. Life has an awful way of building character.

#397 — Comments (0) — 12/8/2014 at 6:50 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (3)
Im 21 .. im an engineering student frm chennai.. im really frustated about my life and feeling y am i born in this world.. though my family is financially more strong .. i got good relations around me who have succeded to the peak .. frm my childhood i havent taken things seroius.. i ahd a tough time during my 10 grades... after tat reasonably i was into diploma.. where i new this is life. i scored. i got wise gt more support from all . as soon completing tat i got into engineering.. since i studied diploma.. ppl in my family and my school friends started to see my more cheap then began to treat me ill. by i got through my diploma really hard.. focused gt good grades. on seeing tat my parents where really happy. through lateral entry i joined into an engineering college which belongs to the same instution .. 3rd sem i didnt even have an idea wt this fucking engineering is .. y am i into this.. out to be frank after 2 months getting into the college only i knew this college isnt deemed and it comes under sme university on this basis we should be writing semesters.. it went on.. i made sme friends over there.. all were really freindly ..but nt too attached.. frm nowhere i started to lower my grades.. and gt arrear as visually to eyes.. i didnt hide to my parents. similarly next sem i gt arrears but this time i lied to my parents .. where i came to a state which is unexplainable .. i didnt get caught anyway..i gt sme friends who also had arrears like me.. 5th sem went arrears.. 6th sem arrears.. but this time they caught me red handed. . no true friends..i get insults frm all... parents started to hate me nw.
realtives illtreat. dnt knw wt to dooo. realy frustrate. smetimes think of ending up my life..

#395 — Comments (1884) — 11/19/2014 at 1:36 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I hate my life. No one likes or loves me. My friends fight with me for unnecessary reasons and family are always in tension about me, for if I will do anything good in future, and above all of them my exams are coming and because of all this I am not able to study. I don\'t want to live . All this is so frustrating.

#391 — Comments (3) — 11/8/2014 at 5:32 PM — Life — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (4)

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