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I've had enough of life. I'm fed up on living as a second class citizen amongst a bunch of racists in this hellhole country I happen to have had the misfortune of being born in. I'm fed up of constantly being judged by my family as if I'm still a kid. I'm fed up of my fiancee's constant nagging. I can't stand her family and her stupid ideas for the wedding that are causing me nothing but stress and will cost me a fortune. She's a selfish greedy b1tch, I wish I could go back in time and have never met her. I hate her freeloading illiterate uneducated mother who's f'ing demands for the wedding on the basis of her stupid religion are just so retarded. Sometimes I wish I could run away and live the rest of my life in solitude till the day I die.
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3/13/2016 at 10:43 AM
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I messed up my life...in November my boyfriend broke up with me for good reason but I was in a really depressive state and attempted suicide. Ended up in the psych ward for 5 days where I met someone who I connected with on a deep level. We remained friends outside the ward despite warning from nurses...and became close. One night when I was at his house after work I told him I was sick of work and how I\'m treated at home...he suggested us leaving together. I called work and quit a job I had for 2 years, took my grandparents car and left the state win this man who I knew for 3 months. I drained my savings and checking accounts, bought camping gear and planned to go live off the grid in Louisiana. That didn\'t happen. We made it to Iowa from Wisconsin when the car broke down. Got a hotel room and tried to fix the car to no avail. He became aggressive despite my protest he raped me in the hotel room. The next day I told him to leave and he continued to message me telling me how much he loved me. My ex boyfriend picked me up and brought me to my sisters. I\'ve been living with her for a month now and have been trying so hard to find a job. My grandparents hate me. My dads disowned me. I battle suicidal thoughts/self harm thoughts everyday. I\'m just so tired of things like this happening. I don\'t feel worth the charity. I have dreams of my rapists son and wanting to rescue him from his mentally ill father..but I can\'t. I\'m just stuck :/
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3/3/2016 at 2:56 AM
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I\'m so fucking tired of everything. All of a sudden I can\'t keep up with schoolwork. I hate school, even though I used to really like it. My old friends and I are drifting apart and I don\'t want to let them go. I\'m sick of taking care of my little brother all the fucking time. I wish my parents didn\'t have to work all the time so they could help out at home. I\'m practically an adult with all the responsibilities I have at home. I don\'t want to be an adult. I want to enjoy the but of childhood I have left. I\'m sick of being sad, angry, and tired all the time. I don\'t even remember what it feels like to be happy. I just need a break. I want to be happy, that\'s all. But there are too many things in my way. I feel trapped in my own life and scared of the future, because even if all goes well I\'m gonna die and it\'s gonna be as if it never happened. And I\'m so tired of feeling all this at the same time. Ugggh I need to break something.
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2/13/2016 at 8:44 PM
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I\'m done with this. I can\'t get motivated enough to do shit. I think I don\'t even want to finish this fucking parag
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2/9/2016 at 12:43 AM
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When the things u want to do are undone u move into frustration........................... .............................. .........
That frustration hurts u a lot and lot that is both mentally and physically........................... .............................. ..........
Better to get out of this frustrated thing.....................
Otherwise no doubt it may kill us and we end up in ruining our own life................................................ ............................&g t;
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11/12/2015 at 5:29 PM
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I am very much frustrated in Life, I feel like I am useless, I don\'t have any good points, no life.. Work, Relationships, and even money. Feels like nothing is good to me!!
At Work I am worthless
At Relationship I suck at it.
At Money, no upkeeping!! Just want to shout my pain!
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10/31/2015 at 6:55 AM
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I was always a looser and I am a looser..i can do just nothing in my life...i did nothing in my life..don\\\\\\\'t know what to do how to do...i just want to die...whatever i do nothing good happens..i just want to quit everything..
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10/17/2015 at 9:10 AM
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im so frustrated i am not getting a job even though im aplying and going to interviews,they find my cv very interesting and not getting hearing back fron them again.... and now theres this company who decided to terminate my contract,and they are making things even more difficult for me wtf now do i do :(
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10/13/2015 at 5:31 PM
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I\'m so fucking frustrated with my appearance. Why are some people just born ugly? I hate it when people say \'real beauty comes from the inside\' bs. What\'s the whole point of being nice when no one takes you seriously because of your face? Unattractive people are generally seen as mean, stupid and not trustworthy, because of something they can\'t control.
(Guess who\'s saving up for a rhinoplasty!!)
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10/13/2015 at 12:43 AM
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Everyone around me thinks I\\\'m a happy person but in reality I\\\'m struggling with depression (personal issues). Every time I tell my mom this, she thinks I\\\'m over exaggerating, and starts telling me how her life was worse, I have everything she could\\\'ve wanted as a kid, etc. I brought this up a second time, months later, and the exact same thing happened. Even though I know I could be in a worse situation, I just can\\\'t \\\'get over it\\\'. This makes me feel even worse, because I start thinking how I\\\'m just acting like a brat; it\\\'s like a never ending cycle. Sometimes while telling my mom about feeling sad, she just tries \\\'fixing\\\' my sadness by taking me out somewhere...she\\\'s putting band aids over stab wounds. The band aids work for a short amount of time before they eventually fall off. This makes me feel like an even BIGGER brat, you know, thinking I\\\'m just being stubborn with my feelings.
I\\\'m scared to tell anyone else about my depression because they might think I\\\'m attention seeking and react the same way my mom has. Also, sharing my feelings isn\\\'t something I like doing, for some reason I think it\\\'s embarrassing.
It\\\'s just SO frustrated knowing your trapped in a deep hole while others are enjoying life; knowing you could do that too but your depression doesn\\\'t allow you to.
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10/13/2015 at 12:20 AM
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