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Frustrated for everything.i am very weak in english and that is my big problem.i m afraid of giving personal interview.preparing for written exams not i have not cleared a single one i don\'t know where i am doing mistake.i am afraid of loosing my boyfriend.he is a very good person bt becoz we are from different religion i don\'t think our parents are going to be agree for our marriage.i don\'t wanna loose hum at any cost.he is struggling for his business, don\'t know what is going to happen for both of us.its been 2yrs i did my graduation still not getting any job.my parents don\'t allow me to do job outside my city and here sitting at home really not easy to get a job.reallyneed some suggestions what should i do.how should i start doing something because its irritating not doing anything.
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9/29/2015 at 8:08 PM
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Terrified of responsibility.
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9/6/2014 at 7:37 AM
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to be honest im not looking for no solution because im just here to express whats on my mind too let it off my chest
im tired of not having any friends ,im tired of bieng quite shy,im tired of having to sleep next to roaches yes roaches,im tired of sharing a room next to a grown a man ,im tired of not having to take the bus,im tired of not having a car,im tired of im not bieng to drive,im 21,im tired of not having a girlfriend,im tired of bieng serious all the time,im tired of bieng nervous around people,im tired of people picking on me for the same reason when i shouldnt take it seriously ,when i should be coming back with something funny back too say but i dont because i take it personally so instead of coming back with a joke i would be coming back with a insult so instead i dont say nothing,but if i dont say nothing they will either think im bieng to serious which im not or they will keep on doing it ,im tired of not bieng able to come out the house because i have this fear of something going wrong for instance someone picking on me,some good looking girls are coming my way instead of approaching them i look away like im suppose to scared which drives me crazy because i know this not really me but i am,im tired of having to depend on someone to take care of things for me when i know i should,man im tired of all this crap,im tired of even the same old thing again and again
im tired of feeling this way ,im tired of feeling frustrated and mad ,im tired of all this bull crap,im mad because my brothers can go into any situation and get respected and make a new friend without any hesitation,while scared little me cant make any,im freaking pissed jealous,whatever you want to called it because i cant get it,
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5/31/2013 at 5:34 AM
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i am pissed off because i share a room with my 26 year old brother he has mental issues(hes has a bipolar disorder) ,i dont have my own privacy which sucks,i always have to be quiet around him because when he wakes up he does things that frustrate the hell out of me ,he screams,he talks to himself sometimes when he talks to himself he screams in anger,he wakes me up when he acts that way which i hate because i wake up in a bad mood which happens everyday,24/7 everybody has there own room my older brothers that is which i hate because they can do whatever they want ,i cant even lock the door when he starts screaming or getting upset for any little thing,because you still can hear him even with the door close,and when its close,he opens it,i cant kick him out because thats his room,then i hate fighting with him because i feel like everyone likes to see drama ,so i dont do it ,i dont know ,its effected me for a long time,now its time to let it be known that i dont care anymore ,its time to let the people know how i feel ,its time to strike back by being open and honest ,its time to let this anger go and start be me again which is not caring no more ,im a tell him how i feel every time he does something i dont like which is everyday because im tired of holding back ,its effecting my life style ,its effecting me,its keeping me closed ,its keeping me from expressing my self,its keeping me from being focus ,i cant concentrate no more with him bieng around,its like i hate him ,which i hate feeling this way,i rather be happy inside than be mad inside,but i dont know how to let it go,i dont know how to be happy only angry or sad,i dont know ,i think the best way to go is tell him whats on my mind
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5/31/2013 at 5:19 AM
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im tired of bieng shy and quiet,im always trying to look good ,not talk bad about no one,trying to be perfect so they can like me,im frustrated about how other people can be so outgoing and open and me just closing my mouth,being quiet,like i dont understand why i cant simply be open ,why i cant open my mouth ,and when i do the words that come out of my mouth dont come out right which makes me feel like a idiot,i didnt finish high school dont have a g.e.d dropped out of high school after i repeated freshmen year for 2 years ,then i went to get my g.e.d and still couldnt focus because of my quietness ,i didnt make no friends ,no girlfriend ,always was a loner through high school and from then on,now i dont know myself no more,im frustrated because im missing out on partys,interactions with other people,friends,family, im pissed ,i dont what to do anymore ,i cant sleep ,i eat twice a day,i barely leave the house,and when i do i feel lost ,i feel stuck in my head man i dont know no more ,im confuse,im tired ,mad ,everyone else talks with ease but i talk like no one understands me,so i just stay quiet which frustrates me more ,im not even re reading what i wrote right now,because im tired of trying to write perfect to get people to understand me,it is what it is ,i guess i have to accept realityy which is hard to do,but its ok i have to grow up some how ,
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5/31/2013 at 5:03 AM
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i`m pissed off about how i am as a person,i have this anger inside of me because of the things i`m missing out in life,i started working at this employment agency for about a week and i cant even answer a telephone properly/professionally,i get mad at myself because i tend to forget things easily,i always think my coworkers look down on me because of it,so i avoid answering the telephone now but that`s a big part of the job is taking and giving` calls,i dont want to run and hide/quit because that`s a little kiddie move,so i try my best to hang in there,so i answer a few calls but the problem with that is have of the time i dont understand what these people want,so i put them on hold and let my coworker take the call but i cant be doing that all the time because that would make look bad,that would make me look scared,lazy,and will make my boss question about why they even hire me in the first place,i don't want to leave because its a easy job but i having difficulty explaining things correctly to people in person or on the phone,taking messages down ,remembering simple things ,is like im trying to everything perfect ,but i always feel like im being judge behind my back,i hate it,im 21,i should know how to these simple things but i dont whats wrong with me,most of the time im stuck in my head ,thinking how i screw up,now my coworkers cant trust me with a simple job,i wish i can be free and open like they are but i guess i got to face reality and learn from this job like i learn my abc`s
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5/31/2013 at 4:51 AM
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