- I messed up my life...in November my boyfriend broke up with me for good reason but I was in a really depressive state and attempted suicide. Ended up in the psych ward for 5 days where I met someone who I connected with on a deep level. We remained friends outside the ward despite warning from nurses...and became close. One night when I was at his house after work I told him I was sick of work and how I\'m treated at home...he suggested us leaving together. I called work and quit a job I had for 2 years, took my grandparents car and left the state win this man who I knew for 3 months. I drained my savings and checking accounts, bought camping gear and planned to go live off the grid in Louisiana. That didn\'t happen. We made it to Iowa from Wisconsin when the car broke down. Got a hotel room and tried to fix the car to no avail. He became aggressive despite my protest he raped me in the hotel room. The next day I told him to leave and he continued to message me telling me how much he loved me. My ex boyfriend picked me up and brought me to my sisters. I\'ve been living with her for a month now and have been trying so hard to find a job. My grandparents hate me. My dads disowned me. I battle suicidal thoughts/self harm thoughts everyday. I\'m just so tired of things like this happening. I don\'t feel worth the charity. I have dreams of my rapists son and wanting to rescue him from his mentally ill father..but I can\'t. I\'m just stuck :/ #455 — Comments (0) — 3/3/2016 at 2:56 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
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