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30 year old teenaged divorced college drop out; childless, live with my parents. I\'ve never had a job that I didn\'t completely suck at, which makes me feel sad and even more like a failure. Attended vocational school almost three years ago; professionally licensed but can\'t get a job in my field. Contemplating going back to school but finances, ambiguity and learning difficulties make it hard. Would really like to contribute to my corner of the world but have nothing to offer a prospective employer. Even family rejects anything that I try to do; then they turn around and tell me how \'thoughtless\' they think I am. Makes no sense. They are very materialistic and infused with drama. I was always the stupid kid in my family and so was rarely taken seriously. I honestly would love to pay my dues, work hard (move out!) but have no idea where to begin. I work in a call-center. I\'m not entirely ungrateful that I have a job but wish I could get my act together. I feel like I must have stepped on an ant that was somebody\'s reincarnated grandmother at some point in time. Go figure. They say that God never closes a door without opening a window, but what if you\'re in an outhouse?
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9/6/2014 at 6:50 AM
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