- The choices I make seem to alienate me. I\'m either too \"light\" or on the flip side too \"dark\" for most people. At work people will judge me for not drinking or for not being in casual relationships but then in my personal life people judge me for supporting things like divorce. I find it so ironic what the two worlds will hinge on and I always think to myself - if only you knew who hated me at work or if you only knew who hated me at home. I feel like there\'s no way for me to strike a compromise. I also get frustrated because I honestly don\'t understand why people care about what I think anyways. I am a 26 year-old female living on my own. I\'m a tiny fish at work, doing a simple job. I guess it would just make more sense to me if I was a manager or married with children. But when you\'re on your own like I am, making payments with a tiny job, why people get so wriled up about me is beyond me. I feel like people are constantly talking behind my back. I get negative feedback on my facebook all the time. I don\'t know how to stop it. I can\'t help it if I don\'t agree with you. It doesn\'t stop my life if you hate my hair, my beliefs, my one bedroom apartment with no washer-dryer or dishwasher. I don\'t see why anything I say should stop yours. My life could fit into a shoebox. You have a spouse, a good paying job, a stable family. On the scale of life you could beat me out of the park without even trying. What does it matter what I think when you\'re already winning? The way I see it from where I\'m standing, people should take one look at me and then forget that I exist. Why the opposite is true is starting to overwhelm and suffocate me. Especially since I never seek them out. #365 — Comments (0) — 7/5/2014 at 2:02 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
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