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I think I\'m developing feelings for my sister-in-law\'s aunt... I really don\'t know much about her, and rarely ever see her... but the times I do, my insides stir. My superego works overtime to keep myself inline. To make matters worse, I already have a GF of 5 years that I love dearly (and want to marry, but $$$). Luckily, if both my GF and my brother\'s aunt-in-law (is that a thing?) are in the same area, i can focus my attentions toward my GF and away from her, but if I find myself alone with her, I fear what my id might make me do...

Getting with/F*****g her would not only ruin my brother\'s marriage & my relationship, but my family would pretty much disown me (they\'re honorable like that)... But she is single, and attractive (at least to me, I kind of like older women of her persuasion)... I want her so bad, SO BAD...

SO F*****G BAD... just typing this makes my insides stir up again, I think of what I would do to her if I had her to myself... But this is the real world, not a porno... FML

<Primal, yet frustrated scream>

P.S. Gonna go splash cold water on my face... gotta calm down

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