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I'm 23 and frustrated with my life. I am currently unemployed after doing freelance work over the past 2 years but not getting enough work in.
I have become extremely self conscious and suffer from very bad social anxiety.
I do not know what job I want to do and the scariest part for me is having to meet new people and work with them.
I find I'm starting to have little in common with my friends. They never want to go out and do new things. I find it difficult to have a intellectually stimulating conversation with them.
I do not have a girlfriend and havn't been intimate with anyone for around a year and half. I told a friends with benefits how much I cared for her and that went down really badly.
I really want to do a bit of travelling now while I have the chance and the spare cash. Ideally a month around Europe or Japan but nobody I know wants to go or doesn't have the money. I'm thinking about going alone but my social anxiety scares me a little. I end up being alone for a month and not really talking to anyone.
I still live with my parents and I think my Mom is staring to worry about me. Last year I was pretty damn happy and since the end of January everything has gone badly.
I'm depressed and very very frustrated. I need to really push myself to sort my life out but I'm not sure what I want to do.
I need to get a job.
I need to get a girlfriend.
I need to travel.
I need to make new friends.
I need to overcome my social anxiety. Comments (0) — 5/12/2013 at 12:26 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (0) #295 —
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