- Here we go again. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life. Really, okay, whatever, man, I must have written about 20 separate posts, but fuck it, why not? Why not write 20 fucking posts about bullshit? It beats fucking engaging with the world. Anyway, yeah, let's try again. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life. Well, sounds great, doesn't it, but it's not going to happen. Sorry, it's not going to happen, no matter how many times I write it out here. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life. Like how, exactly? I guess I am ranted out to a degree as I have spent the past 20 or so posts regurgitating this shit about whatever and now I am kind of ranted out. It doesn't mean that I feel that it is going to happen, but I am just going to keep on going with this shit. I don't know, I remember back in the day I did have some connections with people, but they all fucking died and I got nowhere with that fucking shit in the long run as people come and go, and nothing fucking happens and there is no motivation or commitment to do anything. At all. Whatsoever. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life. Yeah, whatever. Personally, I can't see that happening because there is too much that is wrong with life for anything good or positive to happen whatsoever. Seriously, I can't see any positive or hopeful stuff even existing, because that is not the way life is designed. Life is this negative maelstrom of shit. #241 — Comments (0) — 2/24/2013 at 6:12 PM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (0)
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