- This is how sad and pathetic my fucking life is, that I am spending all day on this site pouring over how sad and pathetic and fucked up my fucking life is. Oh well, let us continue. I mean, why the fuck now? When I am doing this I actually feel alive and, like, I am actually doing something, even if it isn't going to make the slightest bit of fucking difference. Anyway, let's carry on. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of looking at life. No, I am not, man. It;s not going to happen, and what pisses me off is that she gave me this book about affirmations and it is so incredibly simplistic, like, you just say a few fucking affirmations and it changes everything. Like fuck it does. Man, this is deep shit we are talking about, deep, deep, deep, deep, deep shit at a level that operates way beneath fucking thought. It is where pure manifestation happens and no matter what we try to do we are not going to tap into it as it is logged so deeply in the unconscious mind that no matter how hard you try you cannot make it conscious, and all this business of changing your thoughts, like cognitive behavioural therapy, it doesn't fucking work, because where the real shit is happening is so far deep in the subconscious mind that it is impossible to reach there, and CBT is completely fucking cosmetic and doesn't initiate any real change on any deep or significant level, such that life itself is transformed. Not going to happen, is it, and life is going to remain a great big steaming pile of doo doo no matter how much you try to fiddle with your fucking thought process because the shit is not going on there, it is operating way, way, way deeper than that. #236 — Comments (0) — 2/24/2013 at 5:06 PM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (0)
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