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I'm stuck in a job that I despise. I'm not improving at all. It's been a year and every morning is a struggle...getting out of bed is depressing. Studied for three hard years only to find I've propped my ladder against the wrong wall.
I am caged in an office with endless paperwork and confusing numbers that my brain refuses to understand.
I spend almost all the money I earn. It's as if I'm trying to fill this void with clothes and shoes.
I'm so passive an indecisive and stagnant and all the undesirable adjectives you can think of.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm autistic.
I just want to be happy. I was happy when I was young and naive. What happened to me?
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8/20/2012 at 11:29 AM
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Well, it is. I live and work in the armpit of the world...in a job like yours. Too poor and bankrupt to move and go somewhere less depressing. I don't enjoy dive bars, hunting and drugs like everyone here...So I bought clothes, make up & compulsively cleaned/decorated for nothing. All I can suggest is FRIENDS--look to 1 or 2 good friends to lean on rather than shopping like I did! Bunkruptcy doesn't help. Hang in!!
At least you HAVE a job... I haven't been able to find anything permanent for 2 years now...
Must be lucky to be concerned with how empty you are. You know what's empty? My stomach. My Bank Account. My Gas Tank.
I have multiple individuals suing me over bills I can't pay, because I'm poor.
I hope you rot in your own personal hell
What is happening to you is you are growing up, happened to me as well, when you start to seriously look at your life, where you are and where you want to be and realizing they don't line up. it can be a good thng or bad depends on how u look at it.
1. (cup half full) you now have goals to work towards or
2. (cup half empty) you have failed in life....i suggest 1.
forget comments from 2 and three as we say in Jamaica "dem can go chuck off pon a gep" (fall on a sharp spike)