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I am so frustrated with the direction my life is going in, I cannot get into higher education, I have a learning disability, and no one is hiring in my field of study so I cannot prove my work ethic. I am a martial artist and the only joy in life I have is hurting others, physically. I love to feel the crack of bones when I strike. I love to see my opponent on the ground gasping for air after I have delivered a precise shot. I want to choke them out until I hear a gurgle or a faint choking noise. I want to watch the limp collision of their limbs to the mat. But I hold it back sometimes. My heart races and i get shaky just thinking about it, like now. All the frustration, anger, hatred and failure i have in my life momentarily disappears.
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