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Im struggling to free myself from depression, but every time I feel like Ive reached that silver lining, the ground under me crumbles and Im back in the hole I fell in before. I just want out. I want stability, health, balance. Thats all. Im trying hard to regain my health, to refocus on my studies, to be diligent in my job, but I hate the fact that 1 event trips me up so easily. I want to change the way I think. I want to be stronger. I need to leave the environment Im in. However, I cant escape. I just dont want to go back to that time where I was so far gone. I dont want to go back to the hospital, feeling that hopelessness, the shame, the guilt, the emptiness. I thought I could vent here, but 750 characters just isnt enough...

#121 — Comments (4) — 3/22/2012 at 2:07 AM — Health — I Feel You (24) — Get Over It (2)

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You may make as many 750 word posts as you wish in order to get it all out. It does feel good to get it all out.
3/25/12
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Whoever clicked \"Get Over It\" can go jump off a bridge. You obviously don\'t know what depression really is.
4/18/12
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i feel your pain. i wish god will make you happy
7/24/12
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I understand your pain. I am an depressed addict and I seem to relapse because of a stupid trigger after a long spell of control. But I try and try and try and try. You have to believe that you are stronger than the depression. You believe that you'll fight it no matter how many battles it has won. You are the one who ultimately wins the war.
10/16/13

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