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When I was in 5th grade I had the biggest crush on this one boy. I wasted so much energy during those years thinking about him but never being able to confess to him. During the last month of 8th grade I told him about my feelings. He told me he liked me too and asked if I wanted to be with him. The next day we broke up because he liked my friend. I didn't cry but I was truly hurt. I entered my freshmen year of high school with many self doubts and self confidence issues. I buried myself in art. I drew and drew and drew in solitude until I can forget about things. I eventually became a very well known artist in the online art community. It was really encouraging. That's how I spent the rest of my highschool life.
I was accepted into a prestigious art college with half scholarship. I was so proud of myself because I didn't think I could do it. All my life I seem to fail at one thing or another. During my 2nd year of college I got carpal tunnel from drawing so much. I took a semester off but during that time I was beyond depressed.I am currently in my 3rd year and I am constantly depressed about my carpal tunnel, college debts, and doubting my skills. I can't even hang out with my friends because our teachers assigns so much homework. Which brings us back to my many self doubts and self confidence issues. I'm worry that when I graduate I won't be able to get a job. There are days where I just sit in my room and crying silently asking myself how did my life got to this point? I wish I was more positive about my life but I am so tired...sometimes I question why I am even here on earth?
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8/7/2012 at 7:39 PM
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I'm gonna be completely honest with you all. I flunked out of college because the career I dreamed of achieving, being a doctor, was apparently the wrong choice. Now I'm living at home with my dysfunctional, overbearing family who tell me repeatedly that they don't care and they love me, but I can see just pure disappointment behind their eyes every time they look at me. I'm going to community college now, and its back to square one, where I've always been in social life, at the bottom. People see me and assume I'm an awkward as f*** kid and don't approach me, and I am an awkward as f*** kid so it doesn't help. It also doesn't help that I had one friend living in the area, and now he's gone. I'm fat, I'm unattractive, I have no friends, and nothing ever seems to get better. I mean, seriously, what's the point. I'm literally a living, breathing disappointment. And I'm angry, just all the time now. And its a cycle, is what pisses me off the most. Its like life is baiting and tricking me into thinking that things are about to turn out for the better, and then it drops hard enough to realize how things really are. And what is life anymore, all anyone does is work in the long run. First its school, then its college, then its scramble for a job, work to pay for bills and other shit that'll cost more money in the long run, work for retirement. And when you finally stop working, you'll have maybe 5-10 years of health problems and then you die. And that stuff about "having someone to live for" and whatever else is also just bs. They'll always leave you.
TL;DR Fuck everything.
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9/23/2013 at 2:45 AM
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I hate my life. No one likes or loves me. My friends fight with me for unnecessary reasons and family are always in tension about me, for if I will do anything good in future, and above all of them my exams are coming and because of all this I am not able to study. I don\'t want to live . All this is so frustrating.
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11/8/2014 at 5:32 PM
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I need a new word for frustration-I feel like my life has no meaning. I have no friends, My job is good paying but a dead end-I don't love my husband anymore, I do nothing but work & come home...absolutely nothing. I am trying to find my way back to myself, but I am so lost. I used to be happy and carefree, now I feel just old and depressed. I need a new journey. I so need to find myself again. I am so ready to run my head into a wall. I get angry, I get beyond frustrated that every little thing sets me off. I don't like negative people. I hate that everything on the internet has turned so negative and cruel, what the heck is happening to our society? I don't know what I want and it is driving me bonkers. I have to work extra hard just to stay ahead. I am female, I am 48 and feel that if this is all there is what is the point? I want to live, I want to have meaning, I want to be inspired, I want to be happy. I want to know so bad who I am, for I have forgotten me a long time ago. I got off track and got lost beyond being found. I can feel the anger in my throat as I type this. I got to have a break through soon or I will go insane.
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i`m pissed off about how i am as a person,i have this anger inside of me because of the things i`m missing out in life,i started working at this employment agency for about a week and i cant even answer a telephone properly/professionally,i get mad at myself because i tend to forget things easily,i always think my coworkers look down on me because of it,so i avoid answering the telephone now but that`s a big part of the job is taking and giving` calls,i dont want to run and hide/quit because that`s a little kiddie move,so i try my best to hang in there,so i answer a few calls but the problem with that is have of the time i dont understand what these people want,so i put them on hold and let my coworker take the call but i cant be doing that all the time because that would make look bad,that would make me look scared,lazy,and will make my boss question about why they even hire me in the first place,i don't want to leave because its a easy job but i having difficulty explaining things correctly to people in person or on the phone,taking messages down ,remembering simple things ,is like im trying to everything perfect ,but i always feel like im being judge behind my back,i hate it,im 21,i should know how to these simple things but i dont whats wrong with me,most of the time im stuck in my head ,thinking how i screw up,now my coworkers cant trust me with a simple job,i wish i can be free and open like they are but i guess i got to face reality and learn from this job like i learn my abc`s
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5/31/2013 at 4:51 AM
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I just want to cry, but I can't bring myself to it... I feel as though I don't deserve to, because so many other people have worse problems than I have. Why should I break down when they're all pushing onward?
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9/30/2011 at 10:51 PM
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I work hard everyday! I\\\'m 25 work two jobs and go to school. I don\\\'t feel like there is a exact plane to getting rich. Go the school get a good job, and make money there has to be another way seriously. People can\\\'t be this closed minded. At one of my jobs my manager doesn\\\'t do anything all she does is get on Facebook, talk to men on her phone and get pay raises for the work that i do. She gets payed way more than me and doesn\\\'t do a damn thing. I do all her work plus mine and the boss things she does work. I\\\'m so sick of busting my ass to get a middle wage job. Has to be another way. I\\\'m going to be rich one day i have the drive, I can see the door but theres no key to open it, I\\\'m missing something important the separates the middle class hard workers from the rich, what is it. Im going to find it ASAP.
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5/5/2012 at 3:32 PM
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I'm 26, flunked out of law school after being a straight A student up through my master's program. These days it's like I can't focus. I'm depressed. I'm working at a sandwich shop earning minimum wage, and even that job I can't seem to do right, and struggling to make ends meet with student loans due. I'm looking for a better job but I'm finding none. My family drives me nuts and it seems like almost everyone drawn into my life is unreliable or dishonest. I want to cry but I can't even do that it seems. It's like I'm just meant to be frustrated. Sometimes I feel like I'm being punished and I'm starting to refer to myself as a man without a future. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to just lay down and die but I'd probably screw that up too.
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1/11/2013 at 7:46 AM
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I have work tomorrow morning and my husband is supposed to watch the kids. He sent me a text tonight saying that he can\'t watch the kids because he is going to Atlantic City to gamble and he won\'t be back in time. When I flipped out he said its not his problem. The asshole said his kids weren\'t his problem.
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12/31/2011 at 4:23 AM
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I need to cut the bullshxt from my life there is so much of it
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7/2/2013 at 8:35 PM
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