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I was the most happiest, socially confident person I ever knew but ever since college has started I've developed social anxiety and depression and now my life has turned for the worst. The shame and anger is too much to bear. No one understands and I have slowly isolated myself in my room. I have become a shell of who I once was. Oh how I long for a genuine laugh, a deep conversation or a sign that it might get better. I am at the end of my ropes... A true hero to zero story.

#342 — Comments (0) — 11/13/2013 at 5:21 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
THIS IS NOT MINE BUT IT DESCRIBES WHAT I FELL LIKE EVERYDAY
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
Evil thoughts cloud my mind,
Most of these thoughts are all but kind,
Thinking of death as a sweet release,
Death gives me a certian inner peace...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
Loving hate and hating love,
Whispering explicit words to the skys above,
I bet you probably think I\'m insane,
Have you ever stepped out infront of a train...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I think of humanity as a cruel disgrace,
No matter what sort of color or race,
I think of mankind as a crude mistake,
Because all we ever do is take...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I will sit in a corner and laugh for no reason,
Imagining a beautiful mass treason,
My simple mind is cruel and corrupt,
waiting for my heart to burst or erupt...
I\'m sick and twisted,
dark and demented,
I couldn\'t care less if you liked me or not,
Twitching as my mind begins to rot,
My poetry is creepy and a little bit feared,
Odds are you probably think I\'m really weird,
But hey, what are you gonna do,
I\'m not going to change myself...Would you?

#410 — Comments (0) — 3/21/2015 at 8:41 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I am frustrated with the idea of the school system. I want to have fun and I dream of moving to the mountains in California with my bestfriend in 2018 but I can\'t wait that long. It seems centuries away and all my life I have been waiting to be 18 but my whole life has been a wait. I have been suffering from depression sing a very young age and it never seems to go away. I can\'t truly explain these feelings to my family, because they won\'t get it and will call me ungrateful for having such emotions. They truly can\'t do anything with this feeling I feel. I sometimes feel suicidal and I haven\'t felt this way since last year, but it has come back again. I want help, but I know it won\'t do any good. No one can make time speed up and my grades get higher to please my family. I can\'t do this anymore my life is slipping away into shatters of a broken glass. I can\'t take it anymore I\'m almost giving up. I just can\'t disappoint her; my bestfriend. I can\'t leave her after all we\'ve been through I don\'t want to do that to her; I love her too much. I\'m trying to stay strong but it\'s getting harder.

#461 — Comments (0) — 4/5/2016 at 12:18 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I am 19 and since I was 7 I have been treated like the runt of the family like I was a failure from the beginning and over the years my Dad has been my bully and I gained weight due to an eating disorder linked with depression and severe anxiety. Because I go on xbox live but tbh xbox has kept me from going crazy and friends online make me feel good about myself then real life I\'m just the woman who is single depressed and cant hold onto a jib because of panic attacks. I shouldn\'t feel this low and worthless I just wish time can go by faster and I can see friends from America as I am in Scotland its hard but I want to travel and see the world and friends. But its hard as time takes patience and in my house with a bullying aggressive violent father that\'s better said than done. I just want to be happy but its impossible for the tine being

#473 — Comments (1) — 7/27/2016 at 6:50 AM — Family — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I'm so sad all of the time, I feel so alone in a house full of people. I'm always excluded and I feel that no one would miss me if I were gone. There are days I just don't want to be alive. Everyone says how lucky I am, I have a nice house and husband, but nobody knows the truth. I am losing everything, my home and husband, I am hanging on by a thread. I am alone, so alone.

#489 — Comments (232) — 12/24/2016 at 3:43 AM — Family — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
Im 21 .. im an engineering student frm chennai.. im really frustated about my life and feeling y am i born in this world.. though my family is financially more strong .. i got good relations around me who have succeded to the peak .. frm my childhood i havent taken things seroius.. i ahd a tough time during my 10 grades... after tat reasonably i was into diploma.. where i new this is life. i scored. i got wise gt more support from all . as soon completing tat i got into engineering.. since i studied diploma.. ppl in my family and my school friends started to see my more cheap then began to treat me ill. by i got through my diploma really hard.. focused gt good grades. on seeing tat my parents where really happy. through lateral entry i joined into an engineering college which belongs to the same instution .. 3rd sem i didnt even have an idea wt this fucking engineering is .. y am i into this.. out to be frank after 2 months getting into the college only i knew this college isnt deemed and it comes under sme university on this basis we should be writing semesters.. it went on.. i made sme friends over there.. all were really freindly ..but nt too attached.. frm nowhere i started to lower my grades.. and gt arrear as visually to eyes.. i didnt hide to my parents. similarly next sem i gt arrears but this time i lied to my parents .. where i came to a state which is unexplainable .. i didnt get caught anyway..i gt sme friends who also had arrears like me.. 5th sem went arrears.. 6th sem arrears.. but this time they caught me red handed. . no true friends..i get insults frm all... parents started to hate me nw.
realtives illtreat. dnt knw wt to dooo. realy frustrate. smetimes think of ending up my life..

#395 — Comments (7182) — 11/19/2014 at 1:36 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I hate my life going to school is boring after 15 yrs of school i have got nothing i want to do something big

#507 — Comments (30424) — 2/2/2018 at 8:31 AM — School — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (3)
Im messed up, big time. Im married to my high school sweet heart she is the only person ive ever been with. I love her with all my heart. She is super social and has tons of friends. I am anti social and get jealous easily, I have insecurities. She left me for another guy when we were in high school she had sex with him:( she realised she made a big mistake and came back to me and we got married a few years after that. We now have two amazing boys. The romance is almost completely gone, she doesnt like sex anymore because she has scar tissue down there from the pregnancy. She now hangs out with friends a lot often stays at their houses just to get away from the boys. I am going crazy because im afraid she is cheating on me.my thoughts run wild at the slightest hint, its ruining our relationship. I love her and she promises she loves me but I cant keep the bad thoughts out of my head:( I hate my job its degrading. Im in debt. I only have 2 friends that live 3 hours away. I want to end it all but I cant leave my boys:( help me .

#506 — Comments (204) — 1/4/2018 at 4:04 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
.i was in a relationship for 8 years and had to let it go off or my parents ..now when I look at others ending up with their loved ones,i feel like i need my relationship back and have a happy life.I am just frustrated with life as nothing ever works for me all i see is bad bad bad..i am not jealous of others but why cannot I have normal life like others.why is everyone person interested in knowing WATS gng on n my life.why is it I was/ am compared for everything in childhood.I get so many bad thoughts about life and I try my best to avoid thoughts vch s impossible for me..I am just striving for happiness.I feel like i am not strong enough anymore to take anything rather getting depressed every-single day thinking out of millions y should i have a sad life..

#357 — Comments (1081) — 3/12/2014 at 3:18 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)

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