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I hate being such a negative person inside my own head, it's like there is a constant voice of negativity. It feels like the devil constantly barking, it keeps me up at night, it makes me cry, it makes me hate myself and my surroundings and my family. You would never know this from the outside because I pretend to be happy, I pretend to laugh and I pretend to get over stuff that is hurting me, making me angry, telling me to quit and give up. I can't quiet this maniac in my mind, controlling me emotions and my will to be happy. I think I'm depressed. Yes, my circumstances are crap compared to where I thought they'd be at 30. I know that I'm better than letting my mind control me and getting on meds but it just won't stop! I've read the self help books, I know what I need to do to get my mind off of the unhappiness but the voices are overpowering me. I work out, I eat healthy, I go to church. Why won't' they stop. I'm turning my husband against me and I think I've already turned myself against me. What can I do to turn off this negativity. It's destroying me and eating me alive.
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11/9/2012 at 5:31 PM
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fat people shouldn't be allowed to give diet advice just sayin
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3/10/2011 at 6:31 PM
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I'm 24 yrs old, female, college student on xmas break. I really should not be frustrated: healthy, have $, head over heels in love. But I am. I can't get it together. I have no friends. I have no family around me, or even in the same area of the country. I hate the holidays. I'm tired all the time, even after sleeping for 12 hours. I've gained some weight from eating poorly and being lazy. I don't want to do anything. Ever. I see people feel bad for me & I hate it. I rarely get excited for anything. It's hard to leave my apartment. The fact that I'm submitting this on this website really shows something. How do I get over this slump? Can I? I honestly don't know what makes me happy. If you're still reading, please leave a comment & be as blunt and honest as possible. About anything. Thanks
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12/12/2012 at 4:04 AM
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I'm stuck in a job that I despise. I'm not improving at all. It's been a year and every morning is a struggle...getting out of bed is depressing. Studied for three hard years only to find I've propped my ladder against the wrong wall.
I am caged in an office with endless paperwork and confusing numbers that my brain refuses to understand.
I spend almost all the money I earn. It's as if I'm trying to fill this void with clothes and shoes.
I'm so passive an indecisive and stagnant and all the undesirable adjectives you can think of.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm autistic.
I just want to be happy. I was happy when I was young and naive. What happened to me?
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8/20/2012 at 11:29 AM
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Im fat, broke and frustrated.. what do i do??
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3/5/2011 at 1:43 AM
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Life BLOWS!!!
Boards in a month.
Work sucks! No benefits.
Looking for a new job...no one is hiring.
Serious health issue...no freaking insurance.
Girl I trained gets twice my pay.
Crap load of bills stacking up.
Two of my PARKED cars damaged by an idiotic father teaching his daughter how to drive with no permit in an uninsured vehicle.
I\'m only 22 & a recent nursing grad. Shouldn\'t I be having the time of my life? WTF is going on?
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4/20/2012 at 7:13 PM
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I've never had a girlfriend, I've asked out 5 girls in the last 3 years and been friend-zoned by all of them! Rejection.
Am I destined to be a Forever a Virgin? Damn! Well better get back to masturbation
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9/7/2012 at 8:15 PM
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Worked hard and invested lots of time and family resources to earn a degree, but the Great Recession happened and the area we find ourselves in has never recovered. Statistically, it’s an area in the USA with the lowest education level, the highest unemployment, the lowest per capita income, the highest percentage of low paying jobs in manufacturing in the country, and to top it all off…near one of the worst areas in the country for allergens (and I am allergic to just about everything). The city rankings are easily searchable, and no, it is not Detroit or Flint or Cleveland. We have mounting medical bills where our daughter was assaulted by one of the workers in the last daycare she was in and she was hospitalized first for broken bones and then for dehydration because she was hurting so badly she wouldn’t eat or drink - $42000. Student loans are piled up from my wife’s useless B.Ed. We had to put the first classes on the credit card because she used up her Federal loan amounts with the B.Ed…$4000. More bills are coming up associated with maternal care for my wife while she’s pregnant. Every single pair of shoes I have, I got used for less than $10/pr. off eBay. Had to put a roof on the house this year right before our little one had her daycare incident…$5000. I drive a 35-year-old truck, my wife drives a 17-year-old car, which are constantly breaking and I spend all my time working on them. I do not think this will abate until my parents pass away and we move to a better area after we liquidate their estate. It is a terrible feeling, wondering when people you love are going to pass away so your immediate family’s situation will finally have a chance to get better…
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12/11/2014 at 9:36 PM
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peopel suck
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3/8/2012 at 7:24 PM
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I am frustrated!! It seems as if money hates my guts and when it sees my coming it runs the other way. Or when I finally get a few dollars something needs to be fixed, or someone I owe money to from 30 years ago pops up. I dont know what the problem is but why is it that I have such huge money problems. I suffered paying all my money out the day I got paid. I had to wait two weeks to get paid again. I struggled, I mean I struggled for two weeks and finally my check was placed in my account. I got to the ATM machine to finally get my money out, the ATM machine took $200 from me! I went into hysteria!! I'm so tired of being in this bad bad bad financial situation. Someone had an accident with my car and then my insurance went up. I mean I am so tired!! This is why people lose it!! This forum aint gonna help because when I finish this comment Im goin right back to struggling again!! Im so tired, wearied, worn out, stressed, discouraged, etc.,etc., etc.,
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8/23/2012 at 1:03 PM
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