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I`m so frustrated about life i have a brother who is bi polar
who has emotional problems
(he`s 26 )
i live next to him i mean literally i share a room with him
(i`m 21)
it sucks because of the way he acts because of his condition i cant even sleep,eat,have company over because im afraid he`s going to blow a tantrum right infront of company and make things uncomfortable.
everytime any of us(my mother, brothers ,family etc) make any movements(walking,talking loudly,laughing,watching tv etc at home) My Bi polar brother gets up and starts blasting his music really loud and starts mumbling gibberish to everysong,if he`s not doing that he gets up and starts talking to himself in frustration and then starts screaming in anger(this has been going on for years)yes we have been trying to get him help but HE refuses,we try`d telling him in every possible way to stop acting that way be he still continues to do it just to get us upset ,im pissed and frustrated because it has effected my family and i BIG TIME,
we barley can concentrate on anything,especially me,i try holding it in like it doesnt effect me but it does ,since i have so much anger inside of me ,i take that attitude to work and around people, thats why i think i dont have no friends ,girlfriend because of it,im usually quiet around people and stuck in my own head most of the time which sucks ,people dont realize why i have this mean attitude but i think it mostly has to do for that particular reason,i dont feel free ,i feel trapped,i dont feel suicidal because i feel like thats the punk way to go,but i feel like screaming ,exploding like a ticking time bomb,all i want is a simple life,car people to hangout laugh with,travel,etc is that to much to ask for???

#303 — Comments (0) — 5/31/2013 at 4:06 AM — Weird — I Feel You (9) — Get Over It (1)
I'm stuck in a job that I despise. I'm not improving at all. It's been a year and every morning is a struggle...getting out of bed is depressing. Studied for three hard years only to find I've propped my ladder against the wrong wall.

I am caged in an office with endless paperwork and confusing numbers that my brain refuses to understand.

I spend almost all the money I earn. It's as if I'm trying to fill this void with clothes and shoes.

I'm so passive an indecisive and stagnant and all the undesirable adjectives you can think of.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm autistic.

I just want to be happy. I was happy when I was young and naive. What happened to me?

#164 — Comments (6) — 8/20/2012 at 11:29 AM — Work — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (5)
Im fat, broke and frustrated.. what do i do??

#5 — Comments (1) — 3/5/2011 at 1:43 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (2)
Life BLOWS!!!
Boards in a month.
Work sucks! No benefits.
Looking for a new job...no one is hiring.
Serious health issue...no freaking insurance.
Girl I trained gets twice my pay.
Crap load of bills stacking up.
Two of my PARKED cars damaged by an idiotic father teaching his daughter how to drive with no permit in an uninsured vehicle.
I\'m only 22 & a recent nursing grad. Shouldn\'t I be having the time of my life? WTF is going on?

#131 — Comments (2) — 4/20/2012 at 7:13 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (0)
I've never had a girlfriend, I've asked out 5 girls in the last 3 years and been friend-zoned by all of them! Rejection.

Am I destined to be a Forever a Virgin? Damn! Well better get back to masturbation

#169 — Comments (0) — 9/7/2012 at 8:15 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (2)
Worked hard and invested lots of time and family resources to earn a degree, but the Great Recession happened and the area we find ourselves in has never recovered. Statistically, it’s an area in the USA with the lowest education level, the highest unemployment, the lowest per capita income, the highest percentage of low paying jobs in manufacturing in the country, and to top it all off…near one of the worst areas in the country for allergens (and I am allergic to just about everything). The city rankings are easily searchable, and no, it is not Detroit or Flint or Cleveland. We have mounting medical bills where our daughter was assaulted by one of the workers in the last daycare she was in and she was hospitalized first for broken bones and then for dehydration because she was hurting so badly she wouldn’t eat or drink - $42000. Student loans are piled up from my wife’s useless B.Ed. We had to put the first classes on the credit card because she used up her Federal loan amounts with the B.Ed…$4000. More bills are coming up associated with maternal care for my wife while she’s pregnant. Every single pair of shoes I have, I got used for less than $10/pr. off eBay. Had to put a roof on the house this year right before our little one had her daycare incident…$5000. I drive a 35-year-old truck, my wife drives a 17-year-old car, which are constantly breaking and I spend all my time working on them. I do not think this will abate until my parents pass away and we move to a better area after we liquidate their estate. It is a terrible feeling, wondering when people you love are going to pass away so your immediate family’s situation will finally have a chance to get better…

#398 — Comments (6) — 12/11/2014 at 9:36 PM — Money — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (0)
peopel suck

#110 — Comments (0) — 3/8/2012 at 7:24 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (2)
I am frustrated!! It seems as if money hates my guts and when it sees my coming it runs the other way. Or when I finally get a few dollars something needs to be fixed, or someone I owe money to from 30 years ago pops up. I dont know what the problem is but why is it that I have such huge money problems. I suffered paying all my money out the day I got paid. I had to wait two weeks to get paid again. I struggled, I mean I struggled for two weeks and finally my check was placed in my account. I got to the ATM machine to finally get my money out, the ATM machine took $200 from me! I went into hysteria!! I'm so tired of being in this bad bad bad financial situation. Someone had an accident with my car and then my insurance went up. I mean I am so tired!! This is why people lose it!! This forum aint gonna help because when I finish this comment Im goin right back to struggling again!! Im so tired, wearied, worn out, stressed, discouraged, etc.,etc., etc.,

#165 — Comments (0) — 8/23/2012 at 1:03 PM — Money — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (0)
I always thought i would get a job and wouldnt struggle with money. my student loans are engulfing my life. rent is high enough..but i dont mind paying that. my loans...i mind. i never have money to do fun things. i havnt bought new clothes in about a year. i havnt just blown money in about a year...if i do, i wont be able to pay a bill. i cant get ahead. i cannot get ahead. i canNOT GET AHEAD

#328 — Comments (2) — 8/21/2013 at 1:04 PM — Money — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (1)
Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. I do not know what path to choose in my life, I want to go to beauty school but I do not want to let my parents down. I've given college 2 shots and have been misrable both times. I love my bf of almost 3yrs and I know he loves me but he seems like hes starting to get bored and he is always on his phone. I feel like I cant do anything right, I'm no good at school,i'm 19 and $10,000 in student loans, my parents are broke and cant help and I barely make enough money, I'm running low on food and my spirits are running even lower. I wish I had some girlfriends to hangout with but I dont. I feel runned down and burned out. I know it will all be ok I just wish I knew when...

#182 — Comments (1) — 12/10/2012 at 5:08 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (0)

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