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I just dont know, no matter what I do I just do not seem to get up to my expectations and life always takes a sitback for me. I am really really frustrared with this life of mine,. I don not wish to live a life like this....I dont know what to do.Life is unfair and dishonest, and I am frustrated with this life.

#351 — Comments (0) — 1/22/2014 at 5:39 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (4)
I am weird. I used to be popular bcos I suppressed the real me and i wasnt happy. Now I let it out I have no frenz or any men who loves me for who I am ( I'm hard to love, I'm insane, obsessed with fault finding) .
I used to refused to admit I was depressed , being chronically ill with disease that is as grave as cancer. Now I indulge in my antidepressant that takes me to another world of vivid dreams and I slept 14 to 16 hours through, missing my meetings at work.
I don't know how to handle my life anymore. I just want to run. I went for vacations and the whole wide world thinks I'm happy person. They didn't know this was a facade I put up for others and myself, running away from problems, only to come home and face larger problems.... Debts and more debts.

I'm in the rat race. Tired weak and old. No, I'm only 30 years old. Already shitting in my own pants all the time.
Just a matter of time that I m getting fired from my job to get into a much worse situation.

I'm a shit hole that was dug and created by my own hand... But wait I didn't ask to be born into this world, this family nor to suffer this fuck up and mess up disease that mess my health and mind all the fucking time.

No I didn't choose to come to this world. God have grace on me and take me away from this world into another land, free from sufferings.

Thans for reading.

#296 — Comments (20) — 5/12/2013 at 2:02 PM — Weird — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I came me on this site and had a read of peoples frustrations has made me feel less alone. I guess it\\\'s hard going through life with a fake smile and so many frustrations just trying to get by. A lot of people I know seem to have a good understanding of who they are and where they want to go in life, while I feel like I\\\'m just floating around aimlessly with no destination or clue of where it is I have to go.

I\\\'m going to write my frustrations on paper and write possible solutions for my problems, hoping I can figure things out and clear my head.

#375 — Comments (0) — 8/26/2014 at 9:40 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I\'m so frustrated we are moving house selling ours waiting on private rented as our daughter has cp,everything moves at a snails pace I\'m freaking out we are couple of weeks away of everything being settled and still no where to go!!i know it\'s not the biggest issue but to me it is want to know where we are going like to settled and get back to normal family life instead of this chaos

#414 — Comments (0) — 4/28/2015 at 12:09 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I am an international student here at US. I recently graduated in December with my Bachelor's degree in Accounting and Finance. I have applied 500+ jobs and some of them do call me back, but none of them wants to hire me because I am not a US citizen nor resident. We have really good phone conversation and when it comes down to what's your status and I am like I am on OPT and I need H1B sponsorship after a year. They are like we do not sponsor.
I am sick of hearing this and tired of applying and I have stopped applying anymore, just going to stick with minimum wage job. Man this sucks. This will come to an end hopefully. Its been 1 year for the time I am searching for job and 3 months since I have graduated.
This needs to come to an end.

#285 — Comments (1) — 3/25/2013 at 10:13 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
I've had enough of life. I'm fed up on living as a second class citizen amongst a bunch of racists in this hellhole country I happen to have had the misfortune of being born in. I'm fed up of constantly being judged by my family as if I'm still a kid. I'm fed up of my fiancee's constant nagging. I can't stand her family and her stupid ideas for the wedding that are causing me nothing but stress and will cost me a fortune. She's a selfish greedy b1tch, I wish I could go back in time and have never met her. I hate her freeloading illiterate uneducated mother who's f'ing demands for the wedding on the basis of her stupid religion are just so retarded. Sometimes I wish I could run away and live the rest of my life in solitude till the day I die.

#457 — Comments (0) — 3/13/2016 at 10:43 AM — Life — I Feel You (6) — Get Over It (1)
why are ppl so full of shit bitches are 2 face they nice to ur face and talk shit behind ur back

stupid hoes i no wut u say about me waffle aids skank

#26 — Comments (1) — 3/16/2011 at 8:52 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (3)
I'm so disappointed in my husband. He's being such a tool lately. One day he's great and then the next he's just nasty. I have given him his space, I ask him how I can help but he just gets angry when I ask. It's a no win situation some times. How can I be supportive If I don't know what's bothering him? We are financially strapped these days, I'm certain that plays a roll. I assure him that I am here for him if he needs me. Eventually he opens up a bit and Just when we get close again, just pushes me and everyone in the family away and shuts down again.

#74 — Comments (1) — 12/1/2011 at 8:51 PM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
i shouldn\'t complain, but feeling so down and out about life right now. i don\'t have any good reasons to feel this way, but i do. just sick of cycling in and out of feeling this way..wish it would just stop.

#144 — Comments (1) — 5/29/2012 at 10:50 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (1)
Iâ€™m 7 months pregnant. Stay at home Mum- not by choice. Work from home, volunteer- try to keep myself busy and productive. 2 year old son is a terror- Iâ€™m not exaggerating; heâ€™s worse than your worse 2 year old. Eczema is BAD, to the point where his skin is bleeding. NOTHING has worked. Tried EVERYTHING. For 6 months, sleep has been inexistent because he refuses to sleep in crib and scratches the WHOLE night. Have a 7 year old girl as well. Husband and I are just FRUSTRATED. Lack of sleep catches up on you, plus the incessant scratching. After 12 years still waiting for permanent residency so unable to legally work in country of residence. Financially strapped and dependent on husband and goodwill of family. Iâ€™m just frustrated right now with EVERYTHING.

#505 — Comments (0) — 10/15/2017 at 5:22 AM — Family — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)

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