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I`m so frustrated about life i have a brother who is bi polar
who has emotional problems
(he`s 26 )
i live next to him i mean literally i share a room with him
(i`m 21)
it sucks because of the way he acts because of his condition i cant even sleep,eat,have company over because im afraid he`s going to blow a tantrum right infront of company and make things uncomfortable.
everytime any of us(my mother, brothers ,family etc) make any movements(walking,talking loudly,laughing,watching tv etc at home) My Bi polar brother gets up and starts blasting his music really loud and starts mumbling gibberish to everysong,if he`s not doing that he gets up and starts talking to himself in frustration and then starts screaming in anger(this has been going on for years)yes we have been trying to get him help but HE refuses,we try`d telling him in every possible way to stop acting that way be he still continues to do it just to get us upset ,im pissed and frustrated because it has effected my family and i BIG TIME,
we barley can concentrate on anything,especially me,i try holding it in like it doesnt effect me but it does ,since i have so much anger inside of me ,i take that attitude to work and around people, thats why i think i dont have no friends ,girlfriend because of it,im usually quiet around people and stuck in my own head most of the time which sucks ,people dont realize why i have this mean attitude but i think it mostly has to do for that particular reason,i dont feel free ,i feel trapped,i dont feel suicidal because i feel like thats the punk way to go,but i feel like screaming ,exploding like a ticking time bomb,all i want is a simple life,car people to hangout laugh with,travel,etc is that to much to ask for???

#303 — Comments (0) — 5/31/2013 at 4:06 AM — Weird — I Feel You (9) — Get Over It (1)
im tired . tired of working, tired of always doing crap for everbody else and never having any time to myself. tired of being married(24years) because the husband only knows im alive when its time to eat or needs clean clothes, kids only come around when they want something.tired of cleaning, cooking, and running errands.......just so tired....

#108 — Comments (1) — 3/3/2012 at 5:59 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (12) — Get Over It (0)
We moved to another state to take care of a family member, they died, now we have all the belongings to take care of and distribute, sell, whatever. My SO is very frustrated and at wits end. We want to get this done and move somewhere we like. No jobs here, tired of being broke and frustrated. Hardest time of my life. I\'m tough but this is wearing on me. Wish I had some easy answers, but there are none. I don\'t want all this to affect my marriage. Hard when people around you are emotionally fragile. So frustrated....

#378 — Comments (0) — 9/5/2014 at 4:18 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
The choices I make seem to alienate me. I\'m either too \"light\" or on the flip side too \"dark\" for most people. At work people will judge me for not drinking or for not being in casual relationships but then in my personal life people judge me for supporting things like divorce. I find it so ironic what the two worlds will hinge on and I always think to myself - if only you knew who hated me at work or if you only knew who hated me at home. I feel like there\'s no way for me to strike a compromise. I also get frustrated because I honestly don\'t understand why people care about what I think anyways. I am a 26 year-old female living on my own. I\'m a tiny fish at work, doing a simple job. I guess it would just make more sense to me if I was a manager or married with children. But when you\'re on your own like I am, making payments with a tiny job, why people get so wriled up about me is beyond me. I feel like people are constantly talking behind my back. I get negative feedback on my facebook all the time. I don\'t know how to stop it. I can\'t help it if I don\'t agree with you. It doesn\'t stop my life if you hate my hair, my beliefs, my one bedroom apartment with no washer-dryer or dishwasher. I don\'t see why anything I say should stop yours. My life could fit into a shoebox. You have a spouse, a good paying job, a stable family. On the scale of life you could beat me out of the park without even trying. What does it matter what I think when you\'re already winning? The way I see it from where I\'m standing, people should take one look at me and then forget that I exist. Why the opposite is true is starting to overwhelm and suffocate me. Especially since I never seek them out.

#365 — Comments (0) — 7/5/2014 at 2:02 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
Annoyed... Worked so hard to shed baggage a feel that I actually have done it, hooray. But now what? Now that distractions of being concerned with a bunch of crap that doesn't matter are gone, I am having trouble finding the point to anything. Now I see why so many are into God, pets and having children...They give you a default point to stay motivated.

#76 — Comments (1) — 12/2/2011 at 4:35 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
Thank you for sharing your stories. It feels good in a way to read other people\'s struggles. I\'m not doing so bad I guess.

I relate with other people with how I wonder where my life is going.... I wish things were easier. Financial dependence currently because I have no job. I\'m frustrated to have to ask for help, but thankful that at least there is someone there to help me out. There\'s still some people that love me , but I can\'t let go of bad things that have happened to me.
It also ironically seems that I keep finding people that want to take things out on me or turn on me. I\'m in my late 20\'s, live at home, & since I can\'t find work I\'m hoping to find volunteer work so I can hopefully make the difference in people\'s lives that are even less fortunate than me.

I\'ve got around $2500 in bills + student loans I can\'t really even afford, but they will start being due in a few months. I just slowly pay off things with minimum payments with money I scrape together to pay.

#153 — Comments (0) — 7/10/2012 at 4:34 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
My \"boyfriend\' has become my worst enemy, he has me under surveillance 24/7 and even though i have asked him about it he keeps denying it. I understand why he must be angry I cheated on him a few years ago. I truly am sorry and I have apologized over and over in fact I have lost count. He is being malicious, telling me he has forgiven me but I know he has not. The worst part is I still wake up hoping things could work between us, but in the end I know that is not true. No man who truly loves you will leave you to be watched while you are in the shower. I still can\'t believe it. I know he has some kind of grand plan to destroy my entire life with these videos, I just want him to go ahead with it so we can both move on, cos I cannot stand the person he has become. I love him too much to leave, some voice in my head keeps saying I am imagining things, but I know I am not. Worst part of the whole thing: I have always supported him, I would have given almost everything to make him happy, yet he chose to humiliate me in this manner. I WILL NEVER LOVE A MAN AGAIN, FOR THE RECORD THIS IS THE WAY EVIL BITCHES GET CREATED, BUT I AM TOO STRONG TO BE MADE EVIL BY AN ORDINARY MAN. To people out there who want to fall in love, you should know that its soooo overrated, be careful who you love, loving the wrong person causes more problems than it solves and leaves you BROKEN. Be warned!!

#151 — Comments (2) — 7/6/2012 at 3:45 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (4)
Thanks for the opportunity to let it out. Am stuck in life, I cant move up and I can't move down. Finished High School two years ago but I don't have any good certificate. Been failing mathematics and its pains me. I want to study medicine but Mathematics dont want me to. Cant pass med entrance exam, cant make up my results. Everybody looks at me with pity, I hate it.

#350 — Comments (0) — 1/22/2014 at 10:06 AM — School — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
loving someone and not being loved back is the saddest and worst feeling in the world, I wouldn't wish it upon anyone....

#487 — Comments (0) — 11/18/2016 at 11:51 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I\' m 18 Yrs old and frustRated from my life....my happiness doesn\'t stay long..nothing happened great in my life...my parents don\'t understand me ,they want me too become doctor but i don\'t want to be but although for their happiness i\'m never use to dare to say that....i\'ll kill myself if i\'ll not select in pre medical test....i really don\'t know why i am so unlucky...i have never done wrong things even i don\'t have any friend till now....i always find good in every person but nobody care for me they make fun of me....i hate myself..
God if you are watching me please take me from here...i don\'t have any hope for betterment

#471 — Comments (0) — 7/13/2016 at 3:49 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)

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