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what a damn joke all this is.
ive tried hard to turn my life around. every step of the way there is something new that stops me from advancing.
i study. the governement changes legislation and now that year is worthless. i study something to specialize and im being laughed at by employers who tell me i have to give up my martial arts training to persue that career.
my father is a shit role model. his dad told him that one thing man will do is bury himself in his own filth. this grub i live with is just the messiest human. i cant throw out anything without him going through it.
im qualified in a trade but i hated it. i want to change careers but no one wants to give me a go.
ive been trying to turn my life around for three years and i feel not a god damn thing is different.
my brother is an asshole. my cousins have abandoned me becuase where i had to move to 'is so far away' pffft. 45 minutes drive instead of 25 is huge. thank you for forgetting about me.
mum and step dad decided to move away. i cant hate them for it. i just feel abandoned by everyone. the grub i live with cant express love. the whole place feels like an empty shell. this 'family' tradition was giving nicknames to the siblings. the nicknames are belittling.
dad doesnt listen to a thing i say. i dont even bother now. i cant hate him for being deaf. but i do resent repeating myself over when he will not make a concious effort to give take notice of what is iportant to me
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3/4/2013 at 9:21 AM
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my kids don't listen, what happened to being able to spank your rotten kids without getting thrown in jail.
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3/7/2011 at 3:53 PM
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FUCK autocorrect
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5/11/2016 at 1:58 PM
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I don\'t want to feel sorry for myself, but I\'m not who I thought I\'d be. I\'m haunted by my past. Therapy does not work. I\'m not depressed; try to be optimistic about the future but find it hard to look forward to anything when all I see is lost opportunities and burned bridges.
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9/6/2014 at 7:04 AM
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Almost this time last year I thought I could never be happier. I had ended a relationship which had fizzled out completely and fell in love with a guy from work. He got promoted after we started seeing each other so I found another job to prevent problems. This job is a nightmare and I'm still there now, although I have to admit I've made some great friends. I'm still with my partner and we are now living together but we keep arguing over trivial things and it's getting me down. He tells me he loves me and wants to marry me and have kids but I can't see it happening. Mainly because I'm paying for all the food as well as my half of the bills and rent which leaves me no money to save or buy clothes/holiday/nights out. He spends his remaining money on himself and then apologises for the rest of the month. I even paid for him to go out with his mates but he doesn't appreciate it. I just don't know what to do with my life basically. I love him but don't want to get hurt. I feel I'm putting a lot in financially but withdrawing emotionally to prevent being hurt. I'm often resentful about the job, the money the selfishness, but accept my part in the problems. I just don't know if things can get better or if they get worse can I handle it?
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1/9/2013 at 12:26 AM
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I am so fucking sick of this world and the fuckers that live in it. Fuck bureaucrats. Fuck people that think they are helping you and know what\'s right for you. I am pushed from person to fucking person. I\'m sick of it. Fuck having to choose whether you buy pills so you can sleep or make sure you eat. Fuck mental health. Fuck psychiatrits. Fuck the dryer that just stole my laundry money. At least you can kick a dryer and scream at it. Fuck the fact my phone is broken. Fuck the fact I\'m paying a student loan for school I can\'t finish. Fuck being hit in the head by a psycho. Fuck the future. Fuck the past. Most of fucking all! Fuck the people that want to throw hay bales on my back when I\'m treated like a fucking camel by everyone.
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7/19/2016 at 7:28 PM
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So I go in to the dentist for a really bad tooth ache, and they tell me that I need $4,000 worth of work...and the insurance company only covers $175. WTF???
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3/5/2011 at 2:26 AM
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I am so much frustrated with my life, that i can\'t describe in words. There is no one in this world who loves me , who cares about me and understands me. Life is so fucking hard. I lost my love , she dumped me and moreover i can\'t study anymore and i am feeling with the skills i have, it is not easy to get a job. i just want to suicide. Somebody help me//:(
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5/31/2012 at 4:39 AM
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I am frustrated, every Sunday I feel the same way, I feel like each week is a record on repeat. The weekend flys by, then its Monday and back to work. Work is stressful and I just don\'t know if this is worth it. One life to live and we work our butts off for what? I just don\'t get it. :S
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2/6/2012 at 1:42 AM
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Yeah, here we go again. Whatever. Who cares what you say inner voice in the head? Who gives a shit what you have to say you pathetic useless waste of fucking time and space? Whatever inner voice in the head, go on, keep on ruining people's lives you fucking useless piece of shit, cos that is all you are a useless pathetic piece of shit. Anyway, yeah. I am now willing to open up to finding new ways. I am now willing to open up to new and different ways of exploring life. No, I'm not. I am not in the least bit open to any of that shit. Fuck that shit. Fuck it, it is a useless pathetic fucking waste of time and energy, yeah, but this whole life business is a useless pathetic waste of time and energy and all you stupid cunts you go out there in the world and try to do stuff? Why, you fucking useless idiots? Why are you even fucking bothering? What exactly are you going to achieve exactly? What? You are going to make life better for people? I don't fucking think so. No, you are just doing it for some ego glorification to make yourself feel all special and important. Well, you can go fuck yourselves, because you are not making the slightest bit of fucking difference. And as for you Dr L-----, you are an utter useless fucking cunt. Ooh, why don't you give me a pill to fucking pop? Yeah, that is going to make such a difference. Yeah, it is going to numb me to my senses. Yeah, that helps you fucking idiot. What? You went through years of fucking medical training to realise that, you fucking useless piece of shit? Honestly, that's the solution. Give him an anti-psychotic which will completely numb him to any experience of life. Yeah, that is going to make me feel so much fucking better, isn't it, you fucking utter fucking idiots.
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2/25/2013 at 1:40 PM
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