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I hate my oldest brother! he rape me when I'm a child. I hate my parent when they always keep said I'm useless!!. They don't believe me, still think I'm the bastard children there have. I hate my friend!!~ They take advantaged from me!! I hate my previous boss, they really suck. My life is really suck!!. I don't have everything. My account book almost empty. I don't know what to do. This insane will killing me. And today how i'm really hate my PARENT when they said Im really disappointing them. When i try to "wake up" they always make me falling again.. until i don't know how to "walk again".. They mesmerize with that bullshit rappers that taken away my childhood.

#67 — Comments (1) — 11/11/2011 at 7:47 PM — Family — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
My best friends wife is a total moron and selfish whore. She hates all of his friends, me included. She makes his life difficult and everyone elses life a living hell because shes such a miserable bitch. I hate her fat face and hopes she falls off a cliff.

#134 — Comments (0) — 4/30/2012 at 2:53 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (3)
Annoyed... Worked so hard to shed baggage a feel that I actually have done it, hooray. But now what? Now that distractions of being concerned with a bunch of crap that doesn't matter are gone, I am having trouble finding the point to anything. Now I see why so many are into God, pets and having children...They give you a default point to stay motivated.

#76 — Comments (1) — 12/1/2011 at 10:35 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
i'm so frustrated , syria is just a horrible place to live in these days . war is affecting all my life , nothing is going any good . and the worst thing is .. all i know about tomorrow is nothing .. wether i'm graduating this year or not .. wether i'm stilling alive or not .. wether i'm gonna lose someone tomorrow or not . i just know nothing about my future

#244 — Comments (0) — 2/24/2013 at 2:13 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
i am so frustrated with my life ,noting is going to be good with me from last 8 months in my life ,with my study with my family with my friends with my relationship with my health.last may i took admission in mca lateral entry i was so happy but suddenly i went ill too much so that could not start the classes when i became ok i start the classes but after only 2 weeks i slip and injured again i go to bed rest for 2 week . it goes 2 month like that to recover became too week physically and mentally after that one day there becomes too much pain in my stomach and dr advised me for operation otherwise it becomes too risky i avoid it for college and classes for some tym but at last i had to do that. with all this it took november haff and i did not start my studies in good way my memory becomes too low i cant able to remember any thing for long time in college i feel my self very low i m not comfort with anyone.even study becomes like burden and i feel to do mca becomes like my biggest mistake of life it goes 4th semester 2 semester are left in which one is training period i m not sure that i got placement from college my percentage is only 60 % there is no intrest with i do it because of my family forcing me otherwise i am intrested in mass com but my family not support me my nature became to rude with my family with this behaviour i m going far from all even every time i want to leave alone i dont like any one\'s company all thinks i am rude selfish stupid but i am not i was so talented all said this me , but at this time i lost my self i don\'t what am i. and where am i and what i want . i want to do some thing good and some thing but how i don\'t know

#411 — Comments (1) — 4/1/2015 at 10:57 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I was raped ten years ago. Every now and then I get these cravings to have someone rape me again. I have a loving husband, kids and know that my life is perfect, if it weren\'t for this awful desire. I cry thinking that I could be really messed up in the head for wanting something that awful to happen again. Because it was with a stranger I almost always subconsciously hope, that whenever I meet a stranger, he will rape me as well. I also start to flirt with them subconsciously to add to my guilt. I feel like I deserve it because of these horrible thoughts. I don\'t know what to do anymore. Sometimes I want to go behind everyone\'s back and just have sex with whoever wants to, including my husband\'s friends, my friends, and my friends significant others because I know which ones would. Other times I hate myself for how I feel. This is so frustrating. If this keeps up I\'ll ruin my entire life I know that. No body around me would understand if I told them this. They\'ve never gone through this. I\'m just so confused on what to do which causes so much more frustration.

#402 — Comments (3) — 1/26/2015 at 1:58 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
I graduated high school with a diploma, and enrolled into a local community college soon after. I graduated with my associate\'s degree in 2 in a half years and transferred to a four year. I flunked out my first semester and I am pretty depressed. I wasted a lot of money, on housing and it seems that I will not be reinstated with a federal grant. I feel like I ruined my only chances of getting an education. I come from a poor broken family home, and everyday I relive how much of a disappointment I am. Even my teachers (during my first term) questioned why I was in school and the major I am. As if I\'m stupid and should give up.

#422 — Comments (0) — 6/30/2015 at 8:34 AM — School — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
profiting from the misfortune of others will only create bad luck for you. for every person you profit from, bad karma pays back 10 times. the odds are against you, and you know who you are.

#24 — Comments (2) — 3/13/2011 at 6:41 PM — Money — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
i don\'t know exactly why i\'m frustrated. i think i\'m loving a girl. may be that girl likes me but no one tells others.

i often thinks about her. when i talked with her i dont know what i feel. i feel she is everything for me.

sometimes i avoid her it is just because i think she is not for me.

#141 — Comments (3) — 5/20/2012 at 6:49 AM — Life — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
have been in a complicated relationship with someone for 2 years on and off all the time, given him so many chances, a few months ago he was begging for me back constantly wanting to talk to me all the time but I had decided I was over it.
Decided to give it another try and after about a month he doesn't say anything to me, just leaves and now it's frustrating me so much because I gave him another chance!!!
and now it feels like he doesn't even care about me anymore but I'm left still caring for him
WHY DOES NOTHING GO RIGHT FOR ME AND BOYS

#347 — Comments (0) — 12/21/2013 at 1:46 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (3)

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