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25-Transgendered-Lesbian-Lonel y-Spent all my money in film school-broke-dead end job-can't pay the rent on time-trying to figure out what to do with my life, and if I'll ever be treated like a normal human being.

#181 — Comments (0) — 12/1/2012 at 9:19 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
My father is dying from cancer and he only has 2 months to live. This isn't what's frustrating me, and I use the work frustrated very lightly because there is nothing in the world to describe what I feel right now. He has two months to live because the insurance company wouldn't pay for it and we didn't have the money to pay for it. How in the fuck does a piece of paper dictate life and death for a human being. Where have we gone so wrong that currency has fucking superceded a life. My dad is going to be dead in December because a company decided his life wasn't worth paying for. My dad worked hard, he never messed around, and he always did what he could to be there for us. There is no goddamn justice in this world and there never has been, and if there was a god, it either died a long time ago or its the most sadistic being to ever come into existence. Maybe thats the most frustrating notion of all, that despite what religion and the media want you to believe, there is no fairness or karmic justice done. He's going to die, and the CEO of the company is still going to be a rich motherfucker at the end of the day. I hope everything burns one day.

#337 — Comments (4) — 9/29/2013 at 9:06 PM — Health — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (1)
i have studied for 3 years.but i could not get any good institutes for my advanced studies.despite of my hard work i didnt get a crack.but the guy who had spent less time reading and much time goofing around got his crack at it.why life is so unfair?i get so frustrated looking at my mom and dad\'s disappointed face..i dont know what to do and how to get out of it..

#406 — Comments (20) — 3/4/2015 at 9:08 PM — School — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
i am frustrated with my life i am seprated from my father at the age of 3 so i dont know how it feels to have a father and i am living wiht my mother and grandparents my mother is a nice person but my grandmother is a b**** she was one of the reson why my parents where seprated and she is the one who i hate a lot she has sploied my childhood as i am the only child i had no one to play with and i used be at home all alone and still i am she dont like my friends coming home she ill-treats them i tell how she treats me to my mother she dont not do anything she just stays clam not tht i am getting married still she ill treats me and i am feeling very bad and sometime i want to end my life to go away from everything from everyone i hate my life.

#72 — Comments (1) — 11/19/2011 at 4:24 AM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (3)
I'm so disappointed in my husband. He's being such a tool lately. One day he's great and then the next he's just nasty. I have given him his space, I ask him how I can help but he just gets angry when I ask. It's a no win situation some times. How can I be supportive If I don't know what's bothering him? We are financially strapped these days, I'm certain that plays a roll. I assure him that I am here for him if he needs me. Eventually he opens up a bit and Just when we get close again, just pushes me and everyone in the family away and shuts down again.

#74 — Comments (1) — 12/1/2011 at 8:51 PM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
One minute I am the best thing and the next he wants as far away as he can get. He says that the only time he has peace is when he's not at home. I want to find a way to repair our relationship but it just seams impossible. Like tonight, he said he had to go for a drive to "clear his mind" which really means get high (but whatever) and 3 hours later he is at some friends house playing football on the ps3. The only day of the week that we can be together as a family and he is too frustrated to even be home....:'( And he says it's not because of me (FRUSTRATED)

#78 — Comments (6) — 12/5/2011 at 12:45 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (5) — Get Over It (0)
God (or whomever may be kind enough to listen) please give me some measure of grace. Am I surrounded by emotional and/or \"mind set\" beings or do I simply demand more of the universe than is granted? Aghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#135 — Comments (0) — 5/3/2012 at 5:52 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
Stuck.
Can\'t go forward, can\'t go back.
Can\'t send me there, can\'t hold me down.
Shattered into pieces, myself, laid onto the floor. Emotionless, regardless of the pity surroundings.
Where\'s life? This is not like I imagined.
Life would be much easier, if I was stupid and had no aspirations or ambitions.
But they are there, they are so there... laughing so hard of the misery that will drown me.
I work so hard to get to them, I have lost friends, family, sleep, money, pets, my home, even parts of myself.
I lose everything and yet...nothing comes as a reward.
Everything is so frustrating, when you lose everything and have nothing to go on.
Why do I keep trying? Why even if I try my best everything always always goes wrong?
I\'m stuck, and I\'m frustrated, and I\'m dry.
Dry.

#409 — Comments (0) — 3/15/2015 at 5:45 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I work at a well paying job more than 40 hours a week. In my spare time I deal with an overly energetic dog who destroys my place, but I keep her because the concept of giving up the only steady contact with another living creature is demoralizing. My closest friends live over half an hour away who i see once a month if I'm lucky. I hear from my parents regularly who only explain the fun stuff they're doing and talk down to me with pity and dissapointment regardless of what I do. I'm watching all my friends in relationships and ex's getting married off and top to that all off I've been single for the past three years.

#200 — Comments (0) — 2/20/2013 at 1:08 AM — Life — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (6)
I am stuck. Every step i make forward i feel as though i get punched in the gut and shoved backwards five more steps.

#403 — Comments (1) — 1/29/2015 at 7:55 PM — Life — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)

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