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Im 21 .. im an engineering student frm chennai.. im really frustated about my life and feeling y am i born in this world.. though my family is financially more strong .. i got good relations around me who have succeded to the peak .. frm my childhood i havent taken things seroius.. i ahd a tough time during my 10 grades... after tat reasonably i was into diploma.. where i new this is life. i scored. i got wise gt more support from all . as soon completing tat i got into engineering.. since i studied diploma.. ppl in my family and my school friends started to see my more cheap then began to treat me ill. by i got through my diploma really hard.. focused gt good grades. on seeing tat my parents where really happy. through lateral entry i joined into an engineering college which belongs to the same instution .. 3rd sem i didnt even have an idea wt this fucking engineering is .. y am i into this.. out to be frank after 2 months getting into the college only i knew this college isnt deemed and it comes under sme university on this basis we should be writing semesters.. it went on.. i made sme friends over there.. all were really freindly ..but nt too attached.. frm nowhere i started to lower my grades.. and gt arrear as visually to eyes.. i didnt hide to my parents. similarly next sem i gt arrears but this time i lied to my parents .. where i came to a state which is unexplainable .. i didnt get caught anyway..i gt sme friends who also had arrears like me.. 5th sem went arrears.. 6th sem arrears.. but this time they caught me red handed. . no true friends..i get insults frm all... parents started to hate me nw.
realtives illtreat. dnt knw wt to dooo. realy frustrate. smetimes think of ending up my life..

#395 — Comments (1843) — 11/19/2014 at 1:36 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I'm so disappointed in my husband. He's being such a tool lately. One day he's great and then the next he's just nasty. I have given him his space, I ask him how I can help but he just gets angry when I ask. It's a no win situation some times. How can I be supportive If I don't know what's bothering him? We are financially strapped these days, I'm certain that plays a roll. I assure him that I am here for him if he needs me. Eventually he opens up a bit and Just when we get close again, just pushes me and everyone in the family away and shuts down again.

#74 — Comments (1) — 12/1/2011 at 8:51 PM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
My family recently sued me for stealing a domain name that expired. Luckily they sued me in court on national TV, and now I have more visitors then ever! Things couldn't have worked out better if they were staged...

#20 — Comments (0) — 3/10/2011 at 2:36 AM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
I am a successful entrepreneur and church leader. A dedicated mission president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to be exact. At least that\\\\\\\'s how I\\\\\\\'m perceived by other people. But deep inside I\\\\\\\'m really troubled by a guilty conscience. No, I never murdered anybody or committed concubinage, or stuff like that; but I do abuse my wife and children physically and verbally. I also entertain immoral thoughts when I\\\\\\\'m interviewing female missionaries in the mission where I have been called to preside over (somewhere in the southern Luzon area of the Philippines). In short, I don\\\\\\\'t practice what I preach, and it\\\\\\\'s causing me sleepless nights because a lot of young people put their trust in me. The church leadership also has great trust in me (I have been an area authority once). But I must admit it\\\\\\\'s so hard to change. Oh, and lies? Yes, I tell a lot of them. I hope everything\\\\\\\'s not too late for me. Can anyone please help me?

#383 — Comments (1) — 9/22/2014 at 7:48 AM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (4)
So many responsibilities, so much to do, so many check-boxes left unchecked on my never-ending to-do list.

There are days where I just want to give up

Crawl into a hole

Hide away from the world

Or at least read or play video games all day.

Just when one thing gets checked off, there\'s 10 more things to do.

-Working my way through existence, one check box at a time.

#366 — Comments (0) — 7/16/2014 at 12:41 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
OMG...TRUMP??? I'm moving to Canada!

#483 — Comments (0) — 11/9/2016 at 9:38 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I am totally disappointed with life. My work is very strenous and takes a major part of the day plus I have got a horrible boss who is totally inconsidrate and annoying .After the frustration at work I would like to spend some time with my husband and kids.But my husband doesnot want me to spend any time with me.He would rather come home and sleep or spend time alone.There aree days together where we hardly interacted. Am totally frustrated with this nature of his. Am keeping my self together just for my kids.

#147 — Comments (0) — 6/11/2012 at 7:18 PM — Family — I Feel You (5) — Get Over It (0)
i don\'t know exactly why i\'m frustrated. i think i\'m loving a girl. may be that girl likes me but no one tells others.

i often thinks about her. when i talked with her i dont know what i feel. i feel she is everything for me.

sometimes i avoid her it is just because i think she is not for me.

#141 — Comments (3) — 5/20/2012 at 11:49 AM — Life — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
I\'m pregnant. With my brother-in-law\'s child.
He\'s my sister\'s husband. I know how wrong it is.
I feel terrible about it everyday. And yet this baby is growing
stronger inside of me. My family thinks the baby\'s Daddy is my ex.
My sister has been so supportive. She\'s even saving all her baby\'s clothes and crib for me. I\'m so afraid this baby is going to look like his/her daddy. And where does the lie end ? My sister is so happy with her cheating hubby. And the truth is they are a great family.
I don\'t want to break em up. I\'m also still sleeping with my baby daddy. I can\'t help it. He\'s so hot. I\'m a rotten person.

#354 — Comments (6) — 2/17/2014 at 3:47 AM — Family — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (6)
Family is the worst thing that could happen to me.

I wish my parents died or I was never born.
They\\\'ve controlled and ruined my life. I just cant wait to get out of this prison but Im tiredof waiting.

Im fucking tired. I just want this to end right now. People die in so many ways everyday, why I cant be one of those?

Why the fuck does everything needs to be so slow?

I have no one in my life. I just want to go away. Disappear. Fuck everyone

#441 — Comments (0) — 10/30/2015 at 3:56 PM — Family — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (2)

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