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Im fat, broke and frustrated.. what do i do??

#5 — Comments (1) — 3/4/2011 at 7:43 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (2)
Welp... Age 40, fun, pretty, friendly, independent although slightly impoverished yet full time working single parent of 15 yr old daughter. She is my everything--but she is busy being a teen. I finally have a little time for me but there is NOTHING. Not a thing for me. Only a string of failed (8 or 9) relationships--(long distance ones, abusive ones, and even ones with secret lurking drug addictions!) Can't MAKE things better on my own b/c I can't afford to have hobbies --I'd rather buy food and support my daughter... Can't "get out and have fun" because I live in redneck hickville. I work with welfare clients all day in a depressing rough town and environment. I literally feel this is it for me... Aside from a bankrupcy (due to surgery and 2 months of no income) I now have depression, severe anxiety and isolation to add to my adult ADD. I also sit hoping for the apocalypse so I don't have to feel so hopeless day in and day out! Lost faith in god, too. Aside from my daughter and dear friends-- there isnt a thing on the horizon for me it seems. I am a good person but 15 yrs of hoping, trying and having faith got me to this---NOTHING. Lots of NOTHING.... Something to look forward to would be great... And NO, not the holidays, either-- they suck too! I want to not feel like such a dusfunctional whiner-- but caaaamon already....

#170 — Comments (1) — 9/11/2012 at 10:37 PM — Life — I Feel You (10) — Get Over It (0)
My \"friend\" refuses to speak to me when ever she doesn\'t get her way or if she feels she has been disrespected, which is often. If I don\'t call her about every little thing, she feels disrespected and gets angry and then doesn\'t speak to me. This is frustrating because I have to work with her, and we work with kids. I don\'t want to talk to her because if you say anything negative to her she will start verbally fighting with you. And I don\'t think she trusts me with her kid, yet everyone else does. I really wish I didn\'t have another year to work with her.

#146 — Comments (0) — 6/7/2012 at 8:14 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
I am so fucking sick of this world and the fuckers that live in it. Fuck bureaucrats. Fuck people that think they are helping you and know what\'s right for you. I am pushed from person to fucking person. I\'m sick of it. Fuck having to choose whether you buy pills so you can sleep or make sure you eat. Fuck mental health. Fuck psychiatrits. Fuck the dryer that just stole my laundry money. At least you can kick a dryer and scream at it. Fuck the fact my phone is broken. Fuck the fact I\'m paying a student loan for school I can\'t finish. Fuck being hit in the head by a psycho. Fuck the future. Fuck the past. Most of fucking all! Fuck the people that want to throw hay bales on my back when I\'m treated like a fucking camel by everyone.

#472 — Comments (0) — 7/19/2016 at 2:28 PM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (3)
I came me on this site and had a read of peoples frustrations has made me feel less alone. I guess it\\\\\\\'s hard going through life with a fake smile and so many frustrations just trying to get by. A lot of people I know seem to have a good understanding of who they are and where they want to go in life, while I feel like I\\\\\\\'m just floating around aimlessly with no destination or clue of where it is I have to go.

I\\\\\\\'m going to write my frustrations on paper and write possible solutions for my problems, hoping I can figure things out and clear my head.

#376 — Comments (0) — 8/26/2014 at 4:40 AM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I messed up my life...in November my boyfriend broke up with me for good reason but I was in a really depressive state and attempted suicide. Ended up in the psych ward for 5 days where I met someone who I connected with on a deep level. We remained friends outside the ward despite warning from nurses...and became close. One night when I was at his house after work I told him I was sick of work and how I\'m treated at home...he suggested us leaving together. I called work and quit a job I had for 2 years, took my grandparents car and left the state win this man who I knew for 3 months. I drained my savings and checking accounts, bought camping gear and planned to go live off the grid in Louisiana. That didn\'t happen. We made it to Iowa from Wisconsin when the car broke down. Got a hotel room and tried to fix the car to no avail. He became aggressive despite my protest he raped me in the hotel room. The next day I told him to leave and he continued to message me telling me how much he loved me. My ex boyfriend picked me up and brought me to my sisters. I\'ve been living with her for a month now and have been trying so hard to find a job. My grandparents hate me. My dads disowned me. I battle suicidal thoughts/self harm thoughts everyday. I\'m just so tired of things like this happening. I don\'t feel worth the charity. I have dreams of my rapists son and wanting to rescue him from his mentally ill father..but I can\'t. I\'m just stuck :/

#455 — Comments (0) — 3/2/2016 at 8:56 PM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (1)
Worked my ass off for 2 months for a school project and today was the day of presenting it infront of the judges. The computer crashed twice while presenting and my friend who barely did anything got the prize. Why do people who work hard not get any returns in life?

#321 — Comments (0) — 7/8/2013 at 11:02 AM — School — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
i just read the first line of my first post.

i had to stop coz i know if i keep reading it wont end well. i already felt myself putting bottles through windowns and fists through doors. stupid i konw, not hard to do either.

i think there is some sort of satisfaction that comes with distroying things when im in this state.

i think i should stop writing now. usulally venting my frustration makes me feel better. tonight i feel my typing getting louder and harder. im getting more and more agitated.

im going to stop now and have a beer on the balcone.

go fuck yourself.

#280 — Comments (0) — 3/4/2013 at 3:43 AM — Life — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (1)
I have work tomorrow morning and my husband is supposed to watch the kids. He sent me a text tonight saying that he can\'t watch the kids because he is going to Atlantic City to gamble and he won\'t be back in time. When I flipped out he said its not his problem. The asshole said his kids weren\'t his problem.

#84 — Comments (0) — 12/30/2011 at 10:23 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
Hi , I am really frustrated with my life I have a good job I have a family and I have friends but still everything is like a mask , if I dig deep then I get to know that my family is not as good as it seems my dad is not worthy enough to buy a home for me I am 23 and I am still living in a rented house my salary is that much enough that I can support my dad to buy a house but can\'t provide all the money by myself but he is not ready for it , plus I am a software developer all of my friends are in the same proffession and they all are having a hadfull amount of salary I am frustrated because even after trying really hard I am not getting a piece of appreciation so thinking about getting a good salary is a big thing. I am not sure about my future ,I can\'t complete my dreams because I have to give a huge amount of my salary to my family I don\'t know what is happening to me I even don\'t have control on how I am behaving in front of other people I am not getting any kind of personal satisfaction I m getting ugly and fatty and can\'t go for gym because it also need money what should I do . From where should I start.

#429 — Comments (0) — 8/25/2015 at 1:21 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)

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