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Thank you for sharing your stories. It feels good in a way to read other people\'s struggles. I\'m not doing so bad I guess.

I relate with other people with how I wonder where my life is going.... I wish things were easier. Financial dependence currently because I have no job. I\'m frustrated to have to ask for help, but thankful that at least there is someone there to help me out. There\'s still some people that love me , but I can\'t let go of bad things that have happened to me.
It also ironically seems that I keep finding people that want to take things out on me or turn on me. I\'m in my late 20\'s, live at home, & since I can\'t find work I\'m hoping to find volunteer work so I can hopefully make the difference in people\'s lives that are even less fortunate than me.

I\'ve got around $2500 in bills + student loans I can\'t really even afford, but they will start being due in a few months. I just slowly pay off things with minimum payments with money I scrape together to pay.

#153 — Comments (0) — 7/10/2012 at 4:34 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I'm frustrated w my husband n his job. We hv two small kids n althought I work all week long plus overtime, when the weekend comes I want to relax but since he works during the weekend I get no 'me' time. I've asked him over n over to change his hours to be home more during the weekend, he feels this is best to help save money n be w the boys during the week. So tired of being the one always getting the short end of the stick. Screaming on the inside.

#66 — Comments (1) — 11/5/2011 at 8:54 PM — Family — I Feel You (0) — Get Over It (2)
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the only thing in life that i can see myself progressing in is my martial arts. sure enough, i turn up and i put in my blood sweat and tears and practice and yes i pass my gradings and i notice my improvements.,

i turn up to my last job and highest hopes and intentions to be noticed by the suits at head office and before that could happen i get bullied and harrassed by the other jelouse idiots i work with because i actually do work and get things done, instead of talking about how that they arent payed to do a certain job, i go in and do the job. tall poppy syndrome and ther were more of them. not good finding used bandaids on your work and being told to test submersible pumps near live electricity. choosing to leave for my own self respect and safety and now im hating life and everyone in it while those cunts plod along getting payed for not doing work.

my idiot brother throws my help back in my face. always try and help him. second last time i did he said he couldnt trust me, the last time i did he made me lose credability becuase he didnt show up. the very last time he went off at me at a resturaunt. now i dont talk to him. why put my hand on a stove if its going to get burnt?

my heart is telling me to walk away from everyone, everything, dissapear for 3 years. not to let them wonder and worry but more so i dont have the hurt and pain as a distraction from my targets in life. noting would change. they dont call me anyway.

new years i spent alone planning my goals and searching my values. i was so distracted and focused on this workbook and i konw it was to mask the pain i was feeling

i want to hurt the neighbors dog next door. it barks too much. i fucking hate the mutt

#279 — Comments (0) — 3/4/2013 at 9:40 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I always feel so trapped within my own morals. I realize that there are always exceptions to them but recently I\'ve been faced with these exceptions and I don\'t know what to do anymore. I\'ve alwaya been debating in my head what is right or wrong but in the past few months I\'ve been getting two more little voices in my head. Whether or not there really is a right or wrong/it\'s definition/whether it really matters, and another that says if I\'m debating this to avoid another issue that puts myself at fault. I can\'t tell what my feelings are anymore. Whether or not I can deem my emotions valid. Sometimes I know what I think is wrong according to my beliefs, but I can\'t help but FEEL differently than I think. I can\'t tell what\'s me, anymore. I can\'t even tell if this is a big issue or I\'m jusr making one of it. Are my efforts fruitless when I want an answer? Probably. So why do I keep trying?

#359 — Comments (0) — 4/22/2014 at 4:41 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
I am frustrated with myself for still being single 6 months after a divorce. I am 25 years old and these are supposed to be the fun-filled, adventurous years of my life.

I find myself doing homework in my hotel room on a layover (I am a commercial pilot). I don\'t know how/where to meet women, and my job by its very nature isolates me from singles.

I love my job and career. Flying is my passion and I am finally getting pretty successful and networking. But it\'s frustrating that I am still not over my ex-wife.

#396 — Comments (0) — 11/19/2014 at 4:41 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (3)
i\'m frustrated with myself,how the hell did i manage to become old before my time,i need a change but its the wrong changes that are happening...i don\'t want to live here i hate it with a passion,his stupid job and career brought us here,what about me when can i be my own person again,i\'m fed up of being the mum and the wife i\'ve had enough i want more out of life... omg aaarrrrggghhh!!! rant over

#149 — Comments (2) — 6/24/2012 at 6:36 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
How do you ask your adult children (3 of them) to help out financially? While I love that they all came back home after college, they still act like kids. They all have jobs but they eat for free, live here for free, do nothing to contribute around the house, they use my car and use up my gas without even refilling. It is becoming a burden to take care of everyone on a fixed income (I am a single mother on permanent disability from a work related injury). I have asked them to pitch in in a round about way but I get no response, please help!

#61 — Comments (2) — 10/14/2011 at 3:18 PM — Family — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
I messed up my life...in November my boyfriend broke up with me for good reason but I was in a really depressive state and attempted suicide. Ended up in the psych ward for 5 days where I met someone who I connected with on a deep level. We remained friends outside the ward despite warning from nurses...and became close. One night when I was at his house after work I told him I was sick of work and how I\'m treated at home...he suggested us leaving together. I called work and quit a job I had for 2 years, took my grandparents car and left the state win this man who I knew for 3 months. I drained my savings and checking accounts, bought camping gear and planned to go live off the grid in Louisiana. That didn\'t happen. We made it to Iowa from Wisconsin when the car broke down. Got a hotel room and tried to fix the car to no avail. He became aggressive despite my protest he raped me in the hotel room. The next day I told him to leave and he continued to message me telling me how much he loved me. My ex boyfriend picked me up and brought me to my sisters. I\'ve been living with her for a month now and have been trying so hard to find a job. My grandparents hate me. My dads disowned me. I battle suicidal thoughts/self harm thoughts everyday. I\'m just so tired of things like this happening. I don\'t feel worth the charity. I have dreams of my rapists son and wanting to rescue him from his mentally ill father..but I can\'t. I\'m just stuck :/

#455 — Comments (0) — 3/3/2016 at 2:56 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
Iam really frustrated with the worldview that has been formed through the thorough and subtle brainwashing of us as a whole.
Iam a college student and unfortunately the system accepts anxiety stress and all that comes with it as a normal occurrence.
I know for deep down that this is not the way life works.
This fact and the obligation of having to fit in with a group of people in the university,whose ideas and ambitions I do not share kills me slowly everyday.
I need help..

#448 — Comments (0) — 12/8/2015 at 9:53 PM — Weird — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I sit here dying because I can\\\'t afford to go to the doctor to have them run 100 tests TRYING to figure out what the hell is wrong with me....they just dismiss it like its all in my head...I think I know when I\\\'m sick.
How can I afford to get the care I need? Its not free because for gods sake I actually WORK instead of feed off the government..I get NO help...yet I sit here and die. I hate this country.

#125 — Comments (0) — 4/5/2012 at 9:54 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)

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