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Worked hard and invested lots of time and family resources to earn a degree, but the Great Recession happened and the area we find ourselves in has never recovered. Statistically, it’s an area in the USA with the lowest education level, the highest unemployment, the lowest per capita income, the highest percentage of low paying jobs in manufacturing in the country, and to top it all off…near one of the worst areas in the country for allergens (and I am allergic to just about everything). The city rankings are easily searchable, and no, it is not Detroit or Flint or Cleveland. We have mounting medical bills where our daughter was assaulted by one of the workers in the last daycare she was in and she was hospitalized first for broken bones and then for dehydration because she was hurting so badly she wouldn’t eat or drink - $42000. Student loans are piled up from my wife’s useless B.Ed. We had to put the first classes on the credit card because she used up her Federal loan amounts with the B.Ed…$4000. More bills are coming up associated with maternal care for my wife while she’s pregnant. Every single pair of shoes I have, I got used for less than $10/pr. off eBay. Had to put a roof on the house this year right before our little one had her daycare incident…$5000. I drive a 35-year-old truck, my wife drives a 17-year-old car, which are constantly breaking and I spend all my time working on them. I do not think this will abate until my parents pass away and we move to a better area after we liquidate their estate. It is a terrible feeling, wondering when people you love are going to pass away so your immediate family’s situation will finally have a chance to get better…

#398 — Comments (6) — 12/11/2014 at 9:36 PM — Money — I Feel You (8) — Get Over It (0)
I am frustrated at how pointless life seems.
You go to school, then you work, you buy material shit, you get married and have kids.

Your kids go to school, work, buy material shit, get married, have kids....WTF is the point?

Is this all there is? It all feels so empty and pointless.

#129 — Comments (2) — 4/18/2012 at 4:23 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (26) — Get Over It (0)
My best friends wife is a total moron and selfish whore. She hates all of his friends, me included. She makes his life difficult and everyone elses life a living hell because shes such a miserable bitch. I hate her fat face and hopes she falls off a cliff.

#134 — Comments (0) — 4/30/2012 at 7:53 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (3)
I broke with my boyfrnd last year august...and still I am unable to forget him...I invested 5 years in this relationship and when it came to marriage my guy back-off and call-off the relation without giving any valid reason and am now planning to get marry (arrange marriage) my parents are searching guy for me..but m not feeling to get into it..I feel devastated..m completely broke due to this phase of my life..not able able to come over it..I loosed even my job..n now my family is not even supporting me..m going thru bad phase..seems no happiness in life..what to do and where to go...I have no idea...please help me..!! I want to come over it..!

#173 — Comments (5) — 10/3/2012 at 2:48 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
I have horrible headaches that make me fall over bc they hurt so much, horrible stomach issues with like cramps and diarrhea and I went to physical therapy and they told me I\'m weak and all this and stuff and said I might have this disease called ehlers-danlos syndrome because he said a lot of me is hyper mobile so now I match almost all the symptoms and I don\'t have my next neurology appointment until December and I also have anxiety so I\'m stressing about it because all my life I\'ve always told my parents there is something wrong with me and they never believed me and now every night for the past week and probably the weeks to come I\'ve been sobbing in the shower so nobody will hear me!! I cry so hard that nothing comes out but huffs and I have to do PT stretches and strengthening exercises that make me cry because I\'m so weak. I don\'t know how many more days I can stand to be waiting anxiously until I find out I have an incurable disease that could put me in a wheelchair.. Thanks a lot world another great strike for me NOT IM SO ANGRY AND SAD AND GRRRR IM JUST SO DONE RN

#446 — Comments (0) — 11/13/2015 at 3:09 AM — Health — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I\'m so fucking frustrated with my appearance. Why are some people just born ugly? I hate it when people say \'real beauty comes from the inside\' bs. What\'s the whole point of being nice when no one takes you seriously because of your face? Unattractive people are generally seen as mean, stupid and not trustworthy, because of something they can\'t control.

(Guess who\'s saving up for a rhinoplasty!!)

#434 — Comments (0) — 10/13/2015 at 12:43 AM — Life — I Feel You (6) — Get Over It (0)
How do i tell my family I am dying? Honestly I doubt they'd give a shit and would probably think its a good thing.

#490 — Comments (0) — 12/24/2016 at 3:46 AM — Health — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I am weird. I used to be popular bcos I suppressed the real me and i wasnt happy. Now I let it out I have no frenz or any men who loves me for who I am ( I'm hard to love, I'm insane, obsessed with fault finding) .
I used to refused to admit I was depressed , being chronically ill with disease that is as grave as cancer. Now I indulge in my antidepressant that takes me to another world of vivid dreams and I slept 14 to 16 hours through, missing my meetings at work.
I don't know how to handle my life anymore. I just want to run. I went for vacations and the whole wide world thinks I'm happy person. They didn't know this was a facade I put up for others and myself, running away from problems, only to come home and face larger problems.... Debts and more debts.

I'm in the rat race. Tired weak and old. No, I'm only 30 years old. Already shitting in my own pants all the time.
Just a matter of time that I m getting fired from my job to get into a much worse situation.

I'm a shit hole that was dug and created by my own hand... But wait I didn't ask to be born into this world, this family nor to suffer this fuck up and mess up disease that mess my health and mind all the fucking time.

No I didn't choose to come to this world. God have grace on me and take me away from this world into another land, free from sufferings.

Thans for reading.

#296 — Comments (20) — 5/12/2013 at 2:02 PM — Weird — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I am so frustrated with life. I hate that I almost always eat alone, I have no one to rely on but myself, I\'m not pretty, I hate the way I look and dress and my friends, even though I never burden them with anything going on in my life, are always frustrated with me. I\'m just done. I\'m tired of always being behind everyone else.

#118 — Comments (0) — 3/14/2012 at 12:31 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (6) — Get Over It (0)
After playing the same numbers 4, 7, 17, 40, 42, 44 every week in the ny lottery for 6 years, i miss one lousy day, May 25th. Guess what? FML!!!!!!!!!

#38 — Comments (1) — 5/28/2011 at 12:04 AM — Money — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)

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