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Worked my ass off for 2 months for a school project and today was the day of presenting it infront of the judges. The computer crashed twice while presenting and my friend who barely did anything got the prize. Why do people who work hard not get any returns in life?

#321 — Comments (0) — 7/8/2013 at 4:02 PM — School — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
After I was born, my family started facing financial problems, I am 21 now, we have started doing a lil better now. I got good score in school. But after school, I entered this professional course which has ruined my life. I wasn\'t interested in this course. I have failed 4 times at one stage. My family is unahppy with me, I am unhappy with myself. I am not even talking with them properly. I feel like quitting everything. I don\'t know what to do. I feel that I am the unluckiest person on this earth right now. I am frustrated. I don\'t know what to do.

#119 — Comments (0) — 3/17/2012 at 11:47 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)
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what a damn joke all this is.

ive tried hard to turn my life around. every step of the way there is something new that stops me from advancing.

i study. the governement changes legislation and now that year is worthless. i study something to specialize and im being laughed at by employers who tell me i have to give up my martial arts training to persue that career.

my father is a shit role model. his dad told him that one thing man will do is bury himself in his own filth. this grub i live with is just the messiest human. i cant throw out anything without him going through it.

im qualified in a trade but i hated it. i want to change careers but no one wants to give me a go.

ive been trying to turn my life around for three years and i feel not a god damn thing is different.

my brother is an asshole. my cousins have abandoned me becuase where i had to move to 'is so far away' pffft. 45 minutes drive instead of 25 is huge. thank you for forgetting about me.

mum and step dad decided to move away. i cant hate them for it. i just feel abandoned by everyone. the grub i live with cant express love. the whole place feels like an empty shell. this 'family' tradition was giving nicknames to the siblings. the nicknames are belittling.

dad doesnt listen to a thing i say. i dont even bother now. i cant hate him for being deaf. but i do resent repeating myself over when he will not make a concious effort to give take notice of what is iportant to me

#277 — Comments (0) — 3/4/2013 at 9:21 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
I\'m frustrated with myself because I get in these fiesty moods at work and the very next day I question everything I said. Most people would probably just move on but for some reason I am so hard on myself to be perfect. When will I accept myself and stop analyzing my every move?

#85 — Comments (0) — 1/10/2012 at 9:23 AM — Work — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
The worst part of wanting to submit something here is that I'm afraid to speak freely because he might be surveilling me. Fun. But yeah, my life sucks, and yeah, I could change it, but it's not easy, and I'm scared. And every day the stuff that sucks becomes more irreversible. It's such a waste because I have so much to give, but it just sits here rotting.

#41 — Comments (3) — 7/18/2011 at 9:36 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (10) — Get Over It (1)
I always feel so trapped within my own morals. I realize that there are always exceptions to them but recently I\'ve been faced with these exceptions and I don\'t know what to do anymore. I\'ve alwaya been debating in my head what is right or wrong but in the past few months I\'ve been getting two more little voices in my head. Whether or not there really is a right or wrong/it\'s definition/whether it really matters, and another that says if I\'m debating this to avoid another issue that puts myself at fault. I can\'t tell what my feelings are anymore. Whether or not I can deem my emotions valid. Sometimes I know what I think is wrong according to my beliefs, but I can\'t help but FEEL differently than I think. I can\'t tell what\'s me, anymore. I can\'t even tell if this is a big issue or I\'m jusr making one of it. Are my efforts fruitless when I want an answer? Probably. So why do I keep trying?

#359 — Comments (0) — 4/22/2014 at 4:41 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (0)
So I go in to the dentist for a really bad tooth ache, and they tell me that I need $4,000 worth of work...and the insurance company only covers $175. WTF???

#7 — Comments (1) — 3/5/2011 at 2:26 AM — Health — I Feel You (9) — Get Over It (1)
I was just replaced by a snot-nosed 23 year old right out of school. What can a 56 year old engineer do for a job in today's economy. Walmart hired me before, I hope they're hiring again.

#35 — Comments (1) — 4/6/2011 at 12:14 PM — Money — I Feel You (18) — Get Over It (2)
My father is dying from cancer and he only has 2 months to live. This isn't what's frustrating me, and I use the work frustrated very lightly because there is nothing in the world to describe what I feel right now. He has two months to live because the insurance company wouldn't pay for it and we didn't have the money to pay for it. How in the fuck does a piece of paper dictate life and death for a human being. Where have we gone so wrong that currency has fucking superceded a life. My dad is going to be dead in December because a company decided his life wasn't worth paying for. My dad worked hard, he never messed around, and he always did what he could to be there for us. There is no goddamn justice in this world and there never has been, and if there was a god, it either died a long time ago or its the most sadistic being to ever come into existence. Maybe thats the most frustrating notion of all, that despite what religion and the media want you to believe, there is no fairness or karmic justice done. He's going to die, and the CEO of the company is still going to be a rich motherfucker at the end of the day. I hope everything burns one day.

#337 — Comments (4) — 9/29/2013 at 9:06 PM — Health — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (1)
I feel guilty for thinking that my life is going down the drain because you are in it and that as long you are in it, nothing will change--that I will continue to feel as though something is dragging me down, making me feel guilty for things that are not even my fault, making me feel bad for things that you do to me as if I deserved them, the very things that I carefully do not do to you because I know you will not like it. Yet somehow, you always find a way. It's not fair that you get to get away with these things while I live my life carefully to keep myself under constraint. It's not fair. It's just not fair. I thought being a good person would at least have its perks. That somehow life will be good to you if try your best to be good to people around you. But it's just not fair. People can be cruel and inconsiderate, cold hearted, self centred, and arrogant. As if the world revolved around you. As if people lived to please you. As if the universe conspired to make me miserable as you feed on my misery. I just don't understand. It's just not fair. I hope one day you wake up and realize that the world isnt yours. I hope one day you wake up and feel bad for the things you have done. I hope it hits you like a bullet so badly just to put you in the same place as I'm feeling now. The sad part is you have no idea how I'm feeling right now and I have no plans of letting you know. I feel like one day I will just choose to get away from you and everyone else just so I can escape, because I don't know how to tell you directly that I no longer want you in my life. You're toxic to me. How could I have let you kill me inside all these years.

#308 — Comments (1) — 6/1/2013 at 12:22 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (5) — Get Over It (0)

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