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i am frustrated with my life ... infact wid my studies i jst want some space some break in my life ... i dun want to hurt my parents btw wat can i do now ... and at dis stage ... now nothing will happen ... i m giving up!

#127 — Comments (53) — 4/10/2012 at 9:49 PM — School — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (2)
Im tired...physically and mentally tired and I have lost everything I was which was so awesome. I have been in university for 3 semesters now and assignments keep piling up. I am tired of doing this- I am tired of other people telling me what I should and shouldnt do- Its my life - stay the hell out of it. And why I feel so frustrated is because I never wanted to do this in the freaking first place. No one understands and I feel so tired its not even funny. I just want to go home and get back to who I was. No one understands. Everything just feels so numb. Ugh. I hope this pathetic feeling ends FAST.

#62 — Comments (3) — 10/19/2011 at 7:24 PM — School — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
I was raped ten years ago. Every now and then I get these cravings to have someone rape me again. I have a loving husband, kids and know that my life is perfect, if it weren\'t for this awful desire. I cry thinking that I could be really messed up in the head for wanting something that awful to happen again. Because it was with a stranger I almost always subconsciously hope, that whenever I meet a stranger, he will rape me as well. I also start to flirt with them subconsciously to add to my guilt. I feel like I deserve it because of these horrible thoughts. I don\'t know what to do anymore. Sometimes I want to go behind everyone\'s back and just have sex with whoever wants to, including my husband\'s friends, my friends, and my friends significant others because I know which ones would. Other times I hate myself for how I feel. This is so frustrating. If this keeps up I\'ll ruin my entire life I know that. No body around me would understand if I told them this. They\'ve never gone through this. I\'m just so confused on what to do which causes so much more frustration.

#402 — Comments (3) — 1/26/2015 at 7:58 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
i always had tough time in all respects.....struggled two yrs after my promotion away from family,freinds and happiness.Was growing old marriage was a far off dream.Finally got married to much older man...could not have a proper honeymoon becoz of my job. Struggled and finally got transferedon spouse ground only to fiionly to duscover that I have suffered a muscarriage. Trying hsrd to put every penny together for a dream hope...But my husbands career is now in doldrums...He might lose his job..soon as his company is not doing well.I dont buy good clothes...snd live llike a miser.....My first marriage anniversary us on 19th...but forget abt celebrating my husband is not even putting of his tour. My firdt anniversary n I will be all alone...I dont want to live...Wats the use of living just for tge sake of living....worthless life I have

#349 — Comments (0) — 1/11/2014 at 10:08 AM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
I am very frustrated at this moment. 3 months ago, a girl was trying to establish a relationship with me. At first, i didn\'t give proper response but after some time i began to realize that i was becoming week towards her. then one day i expressed my feelings towards her and oviusly she responded positively. now, she is telling she wouldn\'t be able to maintain this relationship, she is not prepared now, her past memories with other guy still haunting her. she keeps saying everything happened so soon, she wanted time. on the other hand i have been fallen for her so badly. she told me yestarday that we are not in relationship anymore. i am very very frustated, disappointed at this moment.

#449 — Comments (1) — 12/18/2015 at 12:22 PM — Relationships — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
My husband is driving me crazy. He is frustrated with his life right now which puts me right in the middle of bring his punching bag. No he doesn\\\'t hit me but he does take things out on me. Puts me down, wants Me to figure out something for him to do , pulls the your a woman I get picked for something over a male or him. Sounds like he\\\'s jealous and is I n competition with me. But I\\\'m not competing with him. No one can do. Anything right. Only him. he can\\\'t make decisions but insists to be asked his opinion. Ex. What do you want for dinner . His reply , I don\\\'t care. But gets mad if you don\\\'t ask him. What do I do. He will in his mind justify everything, its different for him. Help

#140 — Comments (2) — 5/18/2012 at 5:22 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (6) — Get Over It (0)
there is nobody to speak to about how frustrated I am with life at the minute, I always go for walks by myself just to get away from everyone, I always go to the cemetery and stay there for an hour or a few just because it's a nice place to get away and think.
But then I become more annoyed because i've let myself over think situations.
I feel like a mug because I feel like i'm letting a boy control my life and choose when he wants to speak to me and see me, and i'm just going along with it but I don't want to be treaten badly! I do like him but I just want him to treat me well and actually act like he likes me back, like he says he does.
I'm also so annoyed that all my friends and people around me have jobs and know what they want to do in life when they're older and I have absolutely no idea what I want to do and I still haven't got a job! I had a job and it was good pay but then I quit, why on earth did I do that?!
I'm annoyed because my friends are becoming boring. they never want to do anything social and meet new people-and they get jealous whenever I do something social with my other friends besides them. I can't do anything right!
I need a sign or someone to point me in the right direction in life, I need a real human being to speak to and point me where to go and what to do to make myself happy!
I just need to become happy again and find what it is that makes me happy :(:(:(:(

#194 — Comments (0) — 2/2/2013 at 9:11 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (2)
I am sorry that you are feeling so compressed. The little one (2 year old) is going to scream no matter if you are the best father in the world or the worst. It is just two (and three, I am sorry)
Can I offer ther encourgament of you helping with baby chores (my God there are a lot of them) and then taking time out for your self. Your need alone time or time with your firneds, JUST as much as the mother of your children does. When is the last time she had her nails polished, or a massage. The stress you are feeling is just as important as hers. She gave birth to your child. Please remember that.

#401 — Comments (0) — 1/21/2015 at 8:13 AM — Relationships — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (1)
It\'s 2:35pm, sitting on the wooden makeshift bench of a local transport van,on my way home from another unsuccessful job interview, with tears trickling down my face, not because i haven\'t eaten for about twelve hours, or because i don\'t even know where the next meal is coming from, but the harsh words of the head of the interview panel kept ringing in my ears; despite my pleads for any salary structure that is fair, he insisted i can\'t be employed because i am over-qualified for the position.
Having lost my previous job as a Sales & Marketing manager with a chinese-owned FMCG company; the reason for which was- short-staffing due to economic downturn, i have search for available jobs, attended hundreds of interviews; even turning up at private schools that pay less than 30 dollars a month. I had nothing to show for it.
The question i asked myself is;
1.Why was i born in this country?
2.Why is life unfair to certain set of people?
3.Does it mean i am not hard working enough?
4.Does it mean i am not spiritual enough?
5.Does it mean i am lazy?

Life is a crazy place mehn..... I can do anything to get foodin my stomach now....anything to get by mehn.

#469 — Comments (0) — 6/20/2016 at 1:50 PM — Money — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
profiting from the misfortune of others will only create bad luck for you. for every person you profit from, bad karma pays back 10 times. the odds are against you, and you know who you are.

#24 — Comments (2) — 3/13/2011 at 11:41 PM — Money — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (0)

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