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I'm gonna be completely honest with you all. I flunked out of college because the career I dreamed of achieving, being a doctor, was apparently the wrong choice. Now I'm living at home with my dysfunctional, overbearing family who tell me repeatedly that they don't care and they love me, but I can see just pure disappointment behind their eyes every time they look at me. I'm going to community college now, and its back to square one, where I've always been in social life, at the bottom. People see me and assume I'm an awkward as f*** kid and don't approach me, and I am an awkward as f*** kid so it doesn't help. It also doesn't help that I had one friend living in the area, and now he's gone. I'm fat, I'm unattractive, I have no friends, and nothing ever seems to get better. I mean, seriously, what's the point. I'm literally a living, breathing disappointment. And I'm angry, just all the time now. And its a cycle, is what pisses me off the most. Its like life is baiting and tricking me into thinking that things are about to turn out for the better, and then it drops hard enough to realize how things really are. And what is life anymore, all anyone does is work in the long run. First its school, then its college, then its scramble for a job, work to pay for bills and other shit that'll cost more money in the long run, work for retirement. And when you finally stop working, you'll have maybe 5-10 years of health problems and then you die. And that stuff about "having someone to live for" and whatever else is also just bs. They'll always leave you.
TL;DR Fuck everything.

#333 — Comments (1) — 9/23/2013 at 2:45 AM — Life — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
my boss says to me in all my years working I never heard of that. that was his comment when I told him about another supervisor questioning my actions when I told me about the authority I had in writing to complete an action. SO why did he not back me up? Instead he just takes it like I was lying. A good supervisor backs his subordinates. I guess he just lost some crediability with me. That is so sad.

#126 — Comments (0) — 4/9/2012 at 10:55 PM — Work — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I an a recent grad of nursing school and i am happy with that part of my life but i feel like my husband dosent love me the way i love him. He is in anthoer state and he has been on adult website for porn. At this point in my life i just want a loyal partner that i can be loyal n love unconditionally and we build together. I frustrated cause once again i put myself out there and it looking like im going to be the one hurt. I know hes lied to me and he feels as if e can tell me what he wants and the rest he dosent. i just really hurting inside and he never understands me. i brought a house recently before school and i been living here for almost 2yrs. he cant come until they switch his parole. been praying but no answer n i just dont know what to do. hes moody and dosent want to talk on the phone. i am so frustrated

#390 — Comments (0) — 11/4/2014 at 8:09 PM — Life — I Feel You (2) — Get Over It (1)
I never had a chance at life. I feel I can do amazing things but never meeting my father and my mother being a drug/ alcohol addict forced me to move out at a very young age. This in turn put me to work at 15, and have worked ever since up until losing my job at a corporation that I gave my heart and soul into. Since then I decided to go to school to avoid these problems in the future, and I just feel the judgement from so many people that have no business judging. I try to start my own company while going to school, and nothing goes right with that. Money is so low, I am sick of living with other people and not having my own place. I just wish I was born under different circumstances.

#70 — Comments (1) — 11/15/2011 at 9:27 AM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
i m 19 years old going to be 20 this saturday.......i feel like hell.everything is awfull. i m frustated woth my family, friends, girlfriend. everyone is treating me like shit. my gf thinks that i am complete idiot, everyone is taking me for granted. my grades are going down day by day. i cant focus on anything. i am just living my life, nt enjoying it. my parents have taken gud care of my cousins and elder sister.....but at sum point i feel they should have given me more attention, should have asked me how my day was?
or am i happy?.............i feel like a runt of the family.
my girlfriend for whom i was ready to do anything also sees me as a worthless guy. she is already with some other guy. sometimes i wish that i shouldnt have born.
till this day i was feeling somethiing better will happpen
but nothing
for somebody miracles never ever happen
i always tried to sort out things but nothing happened

i am totally lost

#427 — Comments (1565) — 7/15/2015 at 5:16 PM — Miscellaneous — I Feel You (3) — Get Over It (1)
Man, I haven't even started yet. But there is so much crap of this planet that you have fucking created, you fucking idiot. Like, again, what benefit do mosquitoes serve? Well, why did you fucking create them then you twat? Why? Why did you create a planet, and a universe which is all about death, where death and suffering and misery are the name of the game? Why did you fucking do that? It's not nice or pleasant to suffer and to experience pain and misery, so why create that? Why? And why don't you ever fucking answer me? I want a dialogue with you, like Conversations With God but you are fucking silent. Look, I'm in real pain here. My life is a complete waste of time and energy and I am not going to get out of this shit, as I haven't got the energy or the fucking knowledge to even know where to begin with this shit, so I am looking for some divine assistance but you are fucking silent and you have been fucking silent my whole life. I want some fucking dialogue with you so I can release my frustrations but you don't give a crap. What the fuck is that about? What the fuck is that about? Why is it this way? I fucking hate it. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate the fact that there is no plan B to life, like, if life completely stinks for you there is no way out and there is no fucking alternative. What the fuck is that shit? Why create us when you don't give us a plan B when things go wrong, why do you leave us to suffer fucking indefinitely? This is my fucking life and I want out of it, because I am sick to death of dealing with the same shit, the same mental bullshit every single fucking day, I am sick to death of it, but you don't fucking listen, you utter fucking cunt.

#271 — Comments (0) — 2/26/2013 at 3:04 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)
So Sam frustrated at everything right now, I hate being tired and at work fuck this shit

#465 — Comments (0) — 5/11/2016 at 1:56 PM — Life — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
I am married for 11 years now and with 1 kid. My husband is my dad's own sister's son. i decided to marry him as his mother told my parents that he would be like a son to them as my parents have no sons,only 2 daughters. I am the younger and married but my sister could not marry due to health issues. all was fine until the marraige day,he used to tell that he has been liking me since his childhood and always wanted to marry me....but everything changed on that day. in the wedding reception itself he started misbehaving with me and my family. even till date he has never taken me out for malls,functions or anything. He says we don't make a good pair and he does not wanna make fun of himself.I stopped going out or have any such expectations.There's not been a single day that he says go out of this house and i can live peacefully i call parnts and complain about his bhvr he says it ws only for fun. Even this mrng we had fight as he was judging the charcter of my niece who is he to judge the charcter of another girl.he has pics of all his cousins(girls) and tell that they look so gud.whereas there was just one pic of mine tkn in a fnctn which i had sent to my phone through his,but he had deleted only that pic in which i was in. I dont understand how much more i need to compromise with life and bear such insults.i dont wanna end this marraige because of my daughter,he theatens that he will take her awy frm my family. she is the only ray of happiness for my parents and he does not even let us stay at my parents for more than a day.even though they are sick or all alone at home..what would you suggest me to do. I feel death is the only solution,i will write a death not telling my daughter to be handed over to my parents

#500 — Comments (0) — 7/26/2017 at 8:05 AM — Family — I Feel You (7) — Get Over It (0)
I\'m a 23 year old mother of two boys ages 2 and 5. I had my first son at the age of 18 and my second 3 years later. I\'ve held many jobs within the years, and a lot of them were absolutely not fulfilling and I feel I didn\'t gain anything from them, not even a steady enough income to comfortably take care of me and my family. I\'m still in a relationship with the father of my boys that has been going on for 8 years and we\'ve had our share of ups and downs that still effect me to this day. To get to the point, I\'m so frustrated with my life because I feel I missed out on a LOT of opportunities becoming a mom so young and I try not o focus on the WHAT IF\'s but its hard to know that I had such a bright future ahead of me filled with countless opportunities and now I struggle to finish college with only a year left, I struggle with bills, and issues within my relationship, that happiness, something that is free seems so hard to find. I want to live a life of happiness, continue to thrive and strive for my boys but also stress less and make sure I am content and just happy. I don\'t want to look up and I\'m older and feel as if life has just passed me by. I want to now work on creating memories, setting goals and accomplishing them, and start on the path to finding myself and who I am underneath my burdens. I understand life isn\'t rainbows and clear skies everyday, and I know I can and will overcome my current situations, but I just hope that I find an inner peace within my self so that I can wake up in the morning grateful and happy for a new day instead of anticipating disappointments and new worries. Thanks for reading, hopefully someone out there understands and it feels great to finally share these feelings.

#400 — Comments (1) — 1/4/2015 at 9:23 PM — Life — I Feel You (4) — Get Over It (0)
Hi , I am really frustrated with my life I have a good job I have a family and I have friends but still everything is like a mask , if I dig deep then I get to know that my family is not as good as it seems my dad is not worthy enough to buy a home for me I am 23 and I am still living in a rented house my salary is that much enough that I can support my dad to buy a house but can\'t provide all the money by myself but he is not ready for it , plus I am a software developer all of my friends are in the same proffession and they all are having a hadfull amount of salary I am frustrated because even after trying really hard I am not getting a piece of appreciation so thinking about getting a good salary is a big thing. I am not sure about my future ,I can\'t complete my dreams because I have to give a huge amount of my salary to my family I don\'t know what is happening to me I even don\'t have control on how I am behaving in front of other people I am not getting any kind of personal satisfaction I m getting ugly and fatty and can\'t go for gym because it also need money what should I do . From where should I start.

#429 — Comments (0) — 8/25/2015 at 6:21 PM — Life — I Feel You (1) — Get Over It (0)

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